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innocentAbout the wayI want you,You fill me withA wildWanton, andInsatiable desire¶ J.S.
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What a beautiful and bright summer night it was when for the first time I saw the most innocent and cute girl standing in the window and looking into the streets. That's when she saw me and our eyes met she was so mesmerized looking at me that she did not realize I was not alone suddenly when 2 sisters called her down that's when she saw them and she got so nervous and flushed that she hesitated for a moment to come down but eventually she did.
The moment she came down I was hit by a wave of feelings that I had never experienced in my life; Never have I seen such a pure looking girl in my entire life. She had a pristine look which made me think how can such a naive and chaste looking girl can still exist in this world. I was awed by her beauty; by her flushed face which gave her face a tint of red.
From the first jiff I saw her, my brain and my heart told me to speak with her. I wanted to know everything and anything about her. I could not even move my eyes for a nanosecond; I was so lost in her winsomeness and I felt like she was some kind enchantress that was pulling me towards her; she was the pure version of belle in fact, better.
When we got introduced and I shook her hand, I was shocked from the feelings I got from her touch. It felt like I was electrocuted by a 1000 volt of electric shots. I had goosebumps all over my body and my heart was racing as if it was running a marathon.
From the look she was giving me, I knew she was also enthralled by me just the way I was bewitched by her beauty. There was some kind of connection between us that too a strong one which we both could feel but weren't being able to deny it. I knew in that instant that I needed to meet her again and eventually make her mine.
I was absolutely not being able to deny the attraction I was feeling towards her and I was pretty sure she felt the same.
My eyes were running all over her face and body. She had these big doe black killer eyes which could easily captivate any soul; her lips so pink, soft and pouched; her hair raven black, so shiny and long; she had this olive skin shining in the light. Even though she was thin if she gained a little weight she had all the right curves in her body but I didn't really care much. From the innermost soul of my body, I wanted her to have all the happiness in life and I wanted that honour.
So many explicit thoughts were coming into my mind that neither I could understand what was going on with me nor why I wanted to feel her body in mine writhing and squirming under me.
For a split second, I wanted to just grab her and kiss her like there is no tomorrow and I so wanted to feel her soft pink lips on mine. Never have I felt anything like this for other girls. It was strange for even me to think about so unequivocal notion.
All though I was feeling nervous like her but those dirty ween that I was having about her kept making me so hard that I was afraid she and our friends would see my straight iron rod.
All the while talking and looking at her, all I could think of was how am I going to push my dick into her tight virgin pussy and fuck her deep till she cums and shouts my name again and again. I wanted to fill her with my seed inside her and claim her body with every fiber within me. I wanted to taint her innocence so she could not think about any other boys; I wanted her to remember only me, my dick and my body, that's all.
I wanted to kiss her neck and leave a mark so that every male would know she is taken!
Upon looking down, my eyes went towards her breast. It was neither small nor big as it was still growing but somehow I knew her breasts are going to grow in perfect size and I wanted to play with those. I wanted to bite and suck those ripe nipples leaving my bite marks all over them; squeezing, licking and sucking. Oh! How bad I wanted those luscious hooters in my mouth.
I wanted to kiss each part of her body and make love to her; worship her body like the goddess she is. I kept on imagining how her pussy might look and how it tastes, oh! I so wanted to suck her clit; run my tongue all over her pussy and tongue fuck her. I wanted to taste her cum while she is cumming and finger fuck her and find her g-spots. I would run my tongue all over her upper body that leads me to her arousal points. How amazing it would be to see her take deep breaths while I kiss those points.
Fuck! I don't know what I was thinking. I was having an inner battle within myself. I was also not understanding why these thoughts were crossing my mind. I was entering into a new territory of feelings and it also scared me to death. With just one look and meeting I don't know what this girl was doing to me. I was already falling head over heels for her and no girl made me feel like this before.
I was getting frustrated with these thoughts and I just wish for to touch her and hold her tight within my body.
My inner whim kept on pushing me towards those dark tunnels of lusts and love, where there is no way out except to give up on that sinful desire and enjoy the feeling of being in love.
Though I kept trying to clear my mind from these thoughts but they kept steering back. What I could do to her and what I wanted to do and so on, these thoughts wouldn't leave my mind and constantly battled over these thoughts. 'I'm a decent guy who respects every girl' though. However at the end, my veiled thoughts won.
I was getting desperate to touch and feel her skin. I never thought that I could also feel this sort of feelings ever in my entire existence. I have met and dated so many girls but...but what this girl made me feel was so refreshing and I won't lie I was enjoying every bit of it.
And yes! I'm a big time playboy, I could have any girls I want with a snap of finger but I did not want any girl right now in my life I wanted her...I wanted her as my girlfriend..I wanted to claim her mine....I wanted to capture her heart, body and soul.
And I knew what I had to do thus with that determination I decided to meet her again the next day so I could spend some alone and quality time with her. Also I wanted to know her thoughts about me and she if she would agree to date me or not. With this thought I called my girls Cassie and Debbie to arrange a meeting for us but I also told them to keep a secret about me meeting her as well as I was afraid she would not agree to meet me and I just could not let that happen.
I was feeling contented and relaxed. I guess that was the effect of her....Aiyla! My Aiyla! Soon to be the love of my life. And so with this happy feelings I went into a deep slumber sleep.
" I knew the second I met youThat there was somethingAbout you I needed. Turns outIt wasn't something aboutYou at all. It was just you"******************************* It has been months since we have started dating, I have never been as elated as I was right now. This was the best thing that happened to me since the trauma that I suffered. Never in my life I thought I would fall in love and that with an angel who has turned my life upside down. He came into my life when I had lost all hopes and will to survive. He became my sunshine in the darkest days of my life. Like the above quotes says "I knew the second I met you that there was something about you I needed" this quote resembles me so much. The moment I met you, I knew you would be my shore that would save me from drowning from the deepest and darkest depth of the sea.
"if someone really lovesyou, no matter how many other people they meet, theirfeelings for youWouldn't change. AReal lover can't be Stolen"- The love bits***************************Falling in love was the most enthralling thing happened to me and to the most beautiful, strong, cute, amazing girl. She had a unique character that differentiate her from the other girls I have known. I love the way she was always timorous and timid infront of me.She was shocked when I proposed to her, to be truthful I was so scared that day thinking she would reject me but fortunately she said yes to me and made my day! Never had I been so happiest in my life. I also saw the happiness in her eyes and face when I proposed her and asked her to be my girl
"you were the firstone I lovedYou were the firstlove I lost"*******************************Our love was blooming everyday like a new flowers blooming in summer days.Everyday was a bright and shiny days for us..we were head over heels for each other. The love we had was for eternity and never ending. Both of us were going insane and was so doped...like high in drugs, no not like high on heroin or methalin but high on love drugs.Like his love for me was growing deeper with each day...my love for him was also growing chasmic each day.Our morning would start by saying good morning to eachother on the phone...day by meeting for dates at that with loads of making out...nights by hearing eachother voices and saying sweet nothings.
It's been a year since Ronin disappeared from my life, a lot has happened since then.But still all these months, I was not able to move on from him; he took a part of me with him. I felt more empty now and so much venom was welding inside me, I was becoming more aggressive than before.The days were passing by but I was still hurt from his disappearance. He promised me that he would not leave me alone and will always be with me but he broke that promise. The pain in my heart only tripled and I doubt it will ever heal.Everyday I felt like someone had brutally stabbed me in my heart and ripped it out of me. The days without him was so vacant and worthless. Though I was living my life but without him I was like a rotten corpse.He was my beautiful dream that I neve
Aiyla PoVMy Grand Father'sDeath Was Really Hard To Deal With-Casey Eastham******************************The next day a wake Ceremony was organised by my family members and there were lot's of relatives, friends and neighbors who came to bid my grand dad farewell and to pay him respect.My grand dad being a lively person, he was respected and loved by all. After his elder brother's death he was the head of the family but even his soul departed.The house was in total mayhem....cries could be heard...whaling sound from my cousin's were so loud that it was giving me a headache. People were speaking in muffled voices saying how my grand dad was a great person and it is a big loss to lose a person like him.
"please come back and tell me you regret leaving me,tell me you miss meand that it's been me all along." -all I wish for// R.R. (via sad girl 2017) **************************************Ronin, my love! Not a single day have I not missed you...since the day you left me, the emptiness inside me so hollow and void. You were the light into my darkness...you were the sunshine of my life, spreading the warmth and brightness in my cold broken heart. Oh! How have I missed you all these times....whenever down or upset just hearing your voice would make me happy and joyous. You gave a meaning to my meaningless life....u filled the void inside my defeated beaten heart. You became my reason to live and
Aiyla PoV ¶Year 2000¶ Been 2 years since I lost my grand father and Ronin....*************************************¶ New man enters: Intro.. ¶ People say change is inevitable....the fraction of air was also changing in my life into some unknown direction...which was inevitable. Today after a year I was meeting my friend Pawana... met her while we both were giving our 10th grade exam. We instantly clicked and became a very good friends after that we have been staying in touch through messages cause she lives and studies in the other part of the city. Cafe de-mandu hmmm.. interesting name...so here I'm waiting for her... It's a hot summer day...wearing shorts and t-shirt so it is keeping me cool.
Aiyla PoV Cafe de-mandu...cool as its name has been our regular spot to meet now.....I have been spending my most of the time with Pawana, her boyfriend Rishi and the creepy guy Neil....yup! the same guy who made my skin crawl in the first meeting but I found out he is a nice guy to hang out with... Since I started hanging out there I have been starting to get close to Neil....he has now become my new male best friend... Since Ronin he is the second guy I have been getting closed to.....even when I'm not meeting with Pawana and Rishi, I'm meeting with him. Not a single day have I missed going to the cafe.....love hanging around there meeting new people and socialising has become my favourite time to pass. Neve