“He will certainly be disappointed, but who would tell him? I would do everything to make sure he doesn't discover it” Carson said with this certainty in his tone. Ma'am Anny sighed, she knew his Grandpa could investigate and find out nothing was between them, but she couldn't convince him if he had made up his mind. “I'm not certain about your decision and I doubt if Lydia would agree, but how would you know if you don't give it a try” Ma'am, Anny said wisely and smiled at him. Carson found her words encouraging, but there was a part of him that knew he would be rejected by Lydia. “Don't take her rejection to heart, she has been through a lot” Ma'am Anny said with a small smile on her face. Carson nodded, he would never hold anything against Lydia. Carson chuckled a bit to reduce the tension he was feeling. He had never had a problem with asking women out, but he was a whole wreck of nervousness just to ask Lydia. Ma'am Anny patted his shoulder lightly and smiled; “I have to t
After Carson thanked Lydia, she retired to her room, but was unable to sleep. Though she might have accepted Carson's request, she was nowhere comfortable with it. Carson wasn't a bad person, but the thought of even pretending to be in a relationship with him haunted her. The memories of how George made her life miserable, had ruined every thought about a good relationship. She had lost the belief that a loving and perfect relationship could exist. Though they were going to be faking their love as a couple, it didn't make her feel any better. Lydia rolled to the other side of her bed and sighed. She stared at the white ceiling and swallowed hard. “I hope you don't ruin this Lydia,” Lydia said to herself but clicked her tongue. “No, you can't do this,” She grasped her hair and whisper-yelled. She could hardly sleep that night, those thoughts kept burdening her. Morning finally came, it seemed like an endless wait for her. She jumped out of bed when the sun rose and went to freshe
Carson pressed his lips harder on hers, her lips were so soft that he couldn't help kissing her some more. He accidentally bit her bottom lips, and it made her gasp. Lydia felt his tongue slide into her mouth and his taste was amazing, it seemed like grapes mixed with strawberry flavor had entered her mouth. She was shocked by it, but his taste was too intoxicating.Carson twirled his tongue in her mouth, rolling it around her warm tongue. He had kissed a lot of women, but none of them was as sweet as this. Lydia's eyes closed, involuntarily succumbing to the kiss. Amelia's eyes were filled with horror, they were still kissing, and it grew from slow to intense. The humiliation was unbearable. “Stop kissing” Amelia yelled but both of them were too engrossed to even respond. Lydia suddenly realized what she was doing, and her hand clutched onto Carson's arm. She couldn't breathe anymore. “I said stop kissing” Her eyes soaked with tears. She had always liked Carson, but he had neve
Lydia realized that her words were too mean and exaggerated. She slightly saw a strange expression on his face, but it disappeared before she could make out what it was. “Carson, I… I…” Lydia trailed off, not knowing what to say or excuse her behavior. She was simply annoyed about the kiss because it was so unplanned and unexpected. She knew it was a fake relationship, and they should be a little intimate, but not that much. She wasn't emotionally or physically ready for it.Carson inhaled deeply and his expression changed into a cold one. He hadn't had that face for a long while. “Your daughter is at home demanding your presence, you will do a lot of good by coming along with me,” Carson said, coldly. Carson didn't wait for her response but walked to the car. Lydia bit her bottom lips, obviously annoyed by her rash character and words. She had no right to talk to her benefactor in such a manner. Lydia stamped her heels on the floor and a sob escaped her lips. She didn't want w
“You've always suspected that the lawyer wasn't helping your wife for nothing. It has become logical because your wife has no money to pay him, and she's using her body” his lawyer said with a smile on his lips. While smiling, he couldn't help but notice the change of expressions on George's face. He wasn't pleased with the last sentence of the lawyer. Though he didn't have any affection towards Lydia, she was still his wife and he had every right to her body. He was her first and intended to be her last. He had hurt her before, and he was ready to do it again, no other person was entitled to her body apart from him. “I'm sorry sir, I meant that this is really good evidence, and you can accuse her of infidelity, thereby, forfeiting all her claims of domestic and child abuse. The jury will think that she was only using those excuses to be with her lover," his lawyer added but this time without a smile. George nodded slowly, he loved the sound of everything he heard. The only thing
Lydia went to Khloé's room and, coincidentally Ma'am Anny was coming out of the room. Lydia stood outside and waited for her to come out. “Is she asleep?” Lydia questioned in concern. Ma'am Anny shook her head and replied; “She's still worried about Gary and has refused to sleep without hearing more news from you. I was going to meet you, but I presumed that you were taking care of Gary.”Lydia heard her last sentence and sighed, she truly wanted to care for the child, but because of Carson's anger towards her, he stopped her from doing the needful. Ma'am Anny saw how quiet she was, and she perceived that something was wrong between Lydia and Carson. “Lydia, what happened between you and Carson? You know that you can confide in me for whatever bothers you” Ma'am Anny said with a soft smile. Her words made Lydia somehow relieved, but she didn't want to disturb the woman with her problems. Ma'am Anny had always been of help, but wouldn't be able to do much.Carson was angry and des
It was quite an impulsive move, but he couldn't control himself from pressing his lips on hers. Her lips looked so pink and smooth that he only wanted to feel how soft she was again. It was like dipping one's lips in ice cream, cool and sweet, it gave a feeling one derives and relishes. It was the same thing he felt when kissing her lips. It seemed like he was drowning in her tenderness. He sucked her upper lips and then captured the lower part, sucking it gently. Lydia's hands clutched to her sides and she closed her eyes tightly. The way he sucked her lips made her breath shudder, and a wave of pleasure washed through her, but as she tried kissing him back, the memories of what George did to her came into her mind, the beatings, the forced kisses, and the rape. It was haunting her mind so much that the kiss lost its effect on her. She became more uncomfortable by the second that passed. Her hands went to his chest involuntarily, and she pushed him away from her, thereby abruptly
This caused Evelyn to squint her eyes at Lydia. She didn't know what was actually going on, but she could see that Lydia was being serious as she spoke. Lydia didn't mind the look at all, Carson had given her almost the same look after the kiss. One of in-between pity and confusion. Evelyn squinted at her and somehow understood Lydia's plight. She had always ended up heartbroken. “Is he treating you badly?” Evelyn asked with a low tone, a tone that could soothe anyone. Lydia smiled, recalling how good Carson was. “He's more like an angel” Hearing that, Evelyn pushed Lydia with her shoulder. Lydia loved her bubbly personality. “I don't see a problem, darling, since you've shared this little secret with me. To seal our friendship, let's have a toast.”She picked up the glass of her orange juice and raised it. “Don't you want to be friends with me?” Evelyn pouted her lips. “Friends” Lydia quickly picked off her glass and clinked it with Evelyn's. ****Lydia got back home and he