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Chapter 18
I was feeling uneasy the whole time. I was just watching him do something in the time machine. It feels like I know nothing about it since I just studied it but without even having a chance to do it inside a real one and I'm just afraid that I might just mess it up and break it the moment my hands landed on it that why I let him take full control for now. I just hope this won't be an epic fail. This is our last card. Damn it!
I don't like what I'm feeling. I hate being a failure but I'm feeling that I'll also be one. I just hope that this is just caused by my nervousness and doesn't mean anything bad.
I may not be used to this but as the time machine started moving, there I whispered a prayer in my mind. I wished for his guidance for us to be able to be successful in this because this is not about me anymore. It's not just for my self-gain and for me to be happy. I won't even brag this to anyone and tell the world the I'm the one
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