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Chapter 23
"I was the one who helped your mother do it, Heszhia." Fuck! Say what? What is he saying? Have I heard it right or am I just hearing things that he didn't actually say? Because I don't think I've heard it right.
"What did you say?" I asked him while looking straight at his eyes, wanting to know his answer from it and to see if he really is telling the truth. I want to clarify things for I don't think it's possible that he knows my mom.
I know that I wasn't able to see my mother but I don't think it's possible for him to know him if he isn't someone important. If he really knows my mother, then she trusted him that much so should I trust him too? I don't think so. It's not that my mother isn't capable of befriending anyone but I just have a different feeling about this like I won't like whatever I'll know today and I just hope that that won't be true. He's not going to hurt me, will he? Well, I won't let him do that unless I'm alr
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"Then a family adopted me here. They took good care of me and treated me like a family. I didn't even want them to help me at first. All I wanted was to be alone or better yet to end my life but they didn't let me. They did everything for me to be alright even though they don't know anything about me and they shouldn't trust me that easily. I don't want to accept them because all I wanted was to be with your mother even if that means I'll need to die to be with her. I was so desperate and helpless that time and yes, I really am a coward." He then stopped before looking at me like he's remembering my mother through me before talking again. "I never looked at any woman after your mother. I was too crazy for her and I'm afraid to love again for I'm always thinking about your mother. I know I'm the reason for her death and if I'll love again, what if I'll also be the reason for another woman's death? I just love your mon too much that I can't ever forget her even though it's already yea
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