Ikatatlumpung Kabanata

Dance

"Magkukulong ka nalang ba diyan sa kwarto mo? Weekends ngayon oh. Let's hang out." napapikit ako ng mata sa panggagambala ni Janina. It's already late and here she is bugging me to go to a bar. 

"Gabi na. Pwedi namang maghang-out dito sa bahay."

Umirap siya. At naiinis na tiningnan ako. 

"Are you serious? Dito tayo maghahang out?"

Tumango ako para matigil siya sa pagpipilit sa akin. 

Naupo siya sa tabi ko. At tiningnan ako ng maigi. She even held my chin and move it to the other side. 

"You haven't moved on yet. Kaya ayaw mong maghang-out. Do you think it will make you move on faster if you'll do this to yourself?" 

I don't need to hang out to ease my feelings. Moving on is when you came to realize your value and worth. That love has two sides - the dark and vibrant colors which are evident in the system. But I don't know, I don't take my situation as a break up, it was a torch for me that enlightened mys