Chapter 56.1

He faked a smile when he looked at me. I don’t know what to do. I can’t find my sister in the living room. Maybe she is in her room. I don’t want to ask Matt about where my sister is because I know I won’t get an answer from him.

He dragged me up to his room. I just let him do what he wants to do. I willingly followed him as well. He was silent the whole walk. He didn't utter a word which made an awkward moment for me but aside from those thinking, the tears that I have been trying to ignore bring back to life.

I glanced up to the ceiling to stop my tears from falling down. I can’t utter a word, the side of my lips are shaking. The words that I have been trying to say are stuck inside my throat. I can't produce the words. “S-sorry. I know sorry is not enough. I won’t ask for you to forgive me right now---”

“What made you do it? Am I not enough for you? Was I wrong? Did I bore you in this relationship? Did I make you feel like you aren't enough? Is there something I am not good at? T-