Chapter 53

AMBER.

"I am terribly sorry, miss. I can only imagine the things you've been through that will get you to make such a decision but it's against my vow. My job is to save lives, not end them." He said, looking down at me, shocked by my suggestion for a merciful death. I could almost hear Aiden's voice at the back of my mind as he promised me.

"You'll beg for the gift of death. And eventually, I'll give you that gift." It was all coming to pass. It was all happening to me.

The doctor's face had already fallen after he had told me he could do what I wished, his heart surely broke as he heard the desperation in my voice. That was all I wanted at that point. To end it all. Here and now so I wouldn't have to see Aiden again. Life had lost its meaning and there was no going back now.

There was no such thing as restarting my life now. Because everything I wished for was long gone and in its place was a rather opposite of the good things life could ever give you. The doctor gently lowered h