A pile Of Lies

Ella's POV

God Alexander told me that he wants kids. That means that he is willing to have a baby with that woman, whoever she is. I don't know but I am not okay with that, it hurts me to the core. I don't understand why he hasn't told me just yet. I don't know why he is being so sweet to me and why he is trying to make it seem like everything is fine. He found out that he is going to have a baby with another woman and he is not bothered by him.

I never thought that a day would come when I would be jealous of a baby and yet here I find myself wishing that the baby didn't exist, hoping and praying that it is not true. That is what I tell myself to make myself feel better about this whole situation. I am consoling myself and thinking that maybe that is why he didn't tell me because that woman was probably lying. I suppose a part of me should have expected something like this from a man like Alex, he is a certified playboy and I was a fool to think that I could change that.

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