My Choice To Make

Ella's POV

My life has been anything but hard and I guess that kind of made me feel entitled to a lot of things. I suppose in a way that kind of made me feel like I was owed a lot of things. I now realise the harsh realities of life and that no one owes me anything especially love. I don't know why I didn't see this sooner but now that I have I realise that I have some decisions to make. I honestly don't think that I can ever go back to Alex and make it work with him he has proven to me not once but tell me the time again that he cannot be trusted.

I can only wonder what he will do to get to me after everything he did to make sure that I don't know the truth about him. All that I know is that I cannot let him find me and he cannot find that about their new baby coming on the way. I promised myself that I wouldn't do this to myself again and that is why when Dustin us need to give it a chance I really give it a serious thought.

I know that we have had feelings for each other at one poi