I enter the kitchen area and stop midway in my tracks . I see harry cooking something on the stove but that's not the main topic ,the scenery ,the reason to everyone's serendipity is him cooking shirtless with bed hair . I force myself to move a few steps and i am face to face with the not-so-familiar muscular torso from yesterday and pants hung dangerously low to elicit dirty thoughts early in the morning before i quashed them down. Harry turns his head up sensing my presence."what are you doing?" my voice comes quite breathier than it should have and the question i asked was really stupid since obviously he was cooking us breakfast."Pancakes" he answers pouring some batter on the pan . I make my way to the stove and stand near him . He does not look at me but looks over me ,his gaze following every inch of my body. His stare gets back to my face . He picks me up by my hips like i weigh nothing and places me on the kitchentop . He nuges my knees seperate and stand between my t
Rose keeps banging on the door asking for me to open the goddamn door for a solid five minutes so i finally get up and compose myself. I wash my face ,hoping it will reduce the puffiness or the redness of my eyes but it does not has any effect . I clean my face with a paper towel and prepare myself for the battle i know will now be arising when i have to deal with harry. As soon as i open the door ,rose hugs me and i prevent myself from tearing up. "I am sorry , really really sorry ,Claire" Rose apologises breaking the hug. "It's not your fault " I say ."What are we going to do now? How are we going to tell harry? We cannot tell him about this whole meeting ,he will lash out and won't believe us. " "I don't know rose , I just don't know" I say shaking my head. "Please don't tell him about me or that i made you make this decision , He will never talk to me ,claire. And if he got to know of this situtation, he will quit the show and we can't let that happen." Rose requests . I
Claire's p.o.v;I pick myself up from my bed deciding that the moping time is officially over and look myself in the mirror. I am met with a ghost of me , the one with bloodshot red puffy eyes and heartbreak written all over her face. I go to the bathroom to wash my face before getting my clothes from the closet for a shower i so definitely need. I have washed my face but it isn't much help. My phone rings just when i leave the bathroom. It is justin videocalling me . I put it on the speaker."Hey babe. how are you and Mr. hotshot. I am sorry i had to end the phone in the morning . Hey, i can't see your face . Are you in the bed ,with harry?" He says cheerfully and it breaks my heart when i think of harry after he took his name . I reply but i don't show him my face yet . When he asks to see me again . I oblige because knowing him ,he can be stubborn as shit.I pick up the phone and manage the words out ,"Hey , boobear.""Claire, were you crying?" he asks when he notices my
I enter the auditorium and see Rose first of all . She hugs me after asking about me and wishes me goodluck . We don't talk about anything else but she does ask me about how it went yesterday to which i just shrug, not in the mood to share something which will make me upset after the promise i made to myself this morning even though i know it's rude and it's not her fault. I am asked to meet with the management alone to discuss about some 'important news' about mine and harry's breakup . I give them the news with a cold glare and leave before they can say anything . Since there is no round today because tomorrow is finale all the contestants ,crew and staff except judges are required to meet for some meeting.I enter the meeting room where all the finalists will get the detailed information of all the events taking place tomorrow. Since i am in the top five contestants along with Jayden , and the youngest girl ,we all have to post some kind of story based from our own creative mi
I place my bag and my stuff on the chair when i reach home and change into my nightwear. After dressing into my pjs , i make myself some ramen noodles i have been craving since some days but haven't got the time to make . FUN FACT: Ramen is most probably the only thing i can cook without burning though i make the best ramen with many twists and turns. After cooking my dinner , i pour myself some beer and practice on my song that i have been writing. I strum out some chords and write some more lyrics and my songs is done and finished although it does require some practice but we will get to that when the time comes. I check my latest photos and videos for that story we were required to post . I come around a video of me and harry messing around during that time he came to my gig before s few days. I get a flashback of that day .I am on the stage singing and harry is jamming on the floor near the stage . We both are bobbing our heads and singing . I bend my neck down so that my
I wake up with a different level of excitement and nervousness. After having breakfast ,I take a quick shower since we have to report early today for all the finale duties . I wear jeans and a crop top and pack a pair of sweatpants and tank top to wear after finale . I don't wear makeup since we will be dolled up anyways.I text shawn and the guys the timings so that they can arrive in time .I reach the set and am already dragged to the dress up room . For the first round , I have chosen a silver sequin dress which is full sleeve and lands rught above my knees. I also have matching silver shiny hoops and red lou boutins. After dressing which is harder than I thought since the dress is pretty heavy and stiff ,it requires all the help available, I make my way for hair and make up . Teh stylist does my hair in a high ponytail and my front bangs out . After the makeup is done which is black smokey eyes and red lipstick . We are called for performances. I am on my way to the auditorium
I make my way and wait for the results after changing into a robe and removing my makeup so that i can get ready for second round if I get in . The crew member comes in with the results . He takes jaydens name and finally, my name is also taken . That means I made it. I get up and hug the ones who made it and also the ones who didn't. I hug jayden but she pushes me away . Huh."Eww, get off of me" she speaks in that squeaky voice of hers."I was just wishing but if you don't want that , suit yourself" I say and walk away not wanting to get involved with the brat herself. Come to think of it , she hasn't been good to me since the start when we bumped into each other during auditions. I don't know why I even bothered wishing her .I make my way to my hairstylist who looks at me sadly and apologizes. "No need to apologise ,its not your fault, mrs. Gray" I say shaking my head."I know she can be a handful " "I know , so do you think the messy braid will go with the dress I have chosen
I make my way into my green room and notice that no one is here because everyone is enjoying the finale. I take a glimpse at the mirror and notice my face. My tears have dried but my makeup is still intact . I take a make-up sponge and dab some makeup under eye and think about what just happened. Back at the stage during my performance , the words slipped from my mouth so fast ,even I didn't realise what I honestly felt inside until i said it put aloud , i knew deep down that I was hurting harry and me . I feel a little relieved too ,since I have apologized to harry even if indirectly. I am still applying some makeup when Shawn approaches me ."Hey! What are you doing here?" I ask him with my eyes wide with confusion. "Well, I wanted to check on you what happened back there? " He asks ."I am alright. It was just stupid hormones . I am okay now. What is happening out there? " I end the topic ,asking about the final results."They will be announcing results soon . And everyone loved