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43. You freaking look like my brother
I too was relieved about not seeing him. After yesterday's incident, I'm nervous to even look at him. I mean he was going to kiss me at the theatre.
What I feared exactly happened. I don't know what actually Ethan want from me or how he sees me but one thing is clear, he isn't straight. He is interested in me that way.
I don't know what to do. I feel nervous and scared.I'm clearly not interested in him. I'm not attracted to boys first of all. And he freaking looks like my brother. I just see Alex in him and how the hell am I gonna...I don't even want to continue talking about that.It's all my fault actually. Seeing Alex in him, I got close to him. He might have mistaken it fo
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