Chapter one hundred and one

I had lived more than thirty years in this world, I had faced a lot of difficulty but the things that could make me feel tired and helplessness that could only be counted on the fingers.

The first thing was when I realized that human capacity was limited, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't defeat destiny. Just one accident nearly ruined my previous efforts.

I had money, a lot of money. I could use money to hire the best doctor to treat me but no matter how good a doctor was, he was just a human, And even with more money I had to face the possibility of becoming disabled my whole life.

There was a time when I put in a lot of effort. I practiced whenever I had time with the desire to get the fastest results, but a careless fall made all my efforts futile and even made my legs even worse.

After my efforts were fruitless, for the first time in my life, I was forced to surrender to my fate. I began to become difficult, irritable, even at times I tried to do extreme actions.

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