Chapter twenty

The fact that Matthew suddenly kissed me on the forehead made me very embarrassed. When he and I had breakfast together, I was too shy to look at his face.

While eating, I was thinking a lot. Actually, Matthew's words were very true. Moreover, if I couldn't control myself, even if Matthew didn't take the initiative to have intimate actions with me, I could still fall in love with him as usual.

Assuming that I would really love Matthew because of his kind actions and gentle gestures towards me, when I and Matthew get divorced, I would be forced to forget about him. Compared to me having to remind myself every minute not to fall in love with him while he was still intimate with me, it was much easier for me to forget someone who belonged to the past in the future.

Thinking like that, my mood was also happier. There were many things that were difficult to prevent or the effort to prevent it was more than the effort to deal with the consequences, so just let it happen.

If I finally fell i