I was sitting in my office that I had at home, just thirty minutes from where Alaina stayed I wanted to be near my baby girl at all times.
*knock knock*
"Come in" I yelled
I looked up from the work I was doing and my secretary Tia walked in holding a folder most likely with more work and papers to sign.
"Hey Mr. Jones, I got the papers from Ace of Spades about adding another room"
Ace of Spades was the strip club I had in Atlanta, my other strip club also called Ace of Spades was in Las Vegas where my cousin and also business partna and my right hand Tyler managed it.
"aight you can just set it down with the other pile of things I need to do" I said nodding my head toward the stack of papers on the corner of my desk, even with a secretary owning a business was a lot of work they didn't teach nothing about all this in the classes I took to get my busines
*Quack Quack Quack Quack*I woke up to the sound of the alarm on my phone going off, I have a duck ringtone because who doesn't like ducks, plus its loud as fudge so it wakes me up; I reach over and turn it off, I also look at the four unread messages I had from Kay, Te Te, Sam and Jevoni. I read Kay's message first.Kay😘: I'm leaving for NY today 😥 we need to chillMe: ofc boo hmu after school💋I was sad that Kay would be leaving she was the main person keeping me sane through all this mess, but since school was coming to an end I knew she would be back in a month or so.I couldn't decide whether I wanted to read Sam's message or Te Te's so I just clicked on Jevoni's, it said he messaged me ten minutes ago which means he must be up early as hell.Jevoni: good morning beautiful😍Me: good morning😀Jevoni: ho
I was outside of Alainas house waiting for her to come out, I waited a couple of seconds then I texted and called her but got no answer. I got out the car and walked to the front door "guess i gotta do it the old fashioned way" I mumbled to myselfBoom Boom BoomI banged on the door "yo Lainy you up in there girl" I listened for movement or any sign of life, but I didnt hear anything. I twisted the door knob and to my surprise it was unlocked "yo alaina you better start locking doors before a crackhead walk in and jack yo shit" I yelled laughing, but I didnt hear her say anything thing.I walked up the burgundy carpeted stairs and made my way to Alainas room, making sure to knock first "yo Alaina come on stop playing before we be late". I slowly opened the door with my eyes closed, but when i didnt hear a eww get out i proceeded when I fully walked in her room I looked around only to see it was empty, I let o
All I can see is white, the walls the floor and ceiling. I stand up and the scene changes; I'm now standing on grass, I look at my surroundings to see that I'm at a cemetery, in the distance I can see a group of people.I start walking towards them past all the tombstones of lost loved ones, I try my best not to step on anyone's grave. As I get closer I see that the group are dressed in all black, the closer I get the better I am at seeing their faces; I stop dead in my tracks when I see my family and friends there crying their eyes out.Confused I walk to the grave and read the tombstone, when I read it all the air leaves my body and I drop to the ground, written on the tombstone isAlaina Ginger RoseJuly 3, 1999-May 13,2017Loving daughter gone too soonI look back at my friends and family "I'm here" I say as I get up "Mom I'm not dead I'm right here" I run to Camer
My best friend is in a coma, I still cant wrap my head around this. I was just packing my bags so I could go back on campus, but then Cam called me crying. I cried and prayed the whole way here. I cant help but think maybe this is my fault I wasn't there for her, I'm supposed to be someone she can come talk to; I feel horrible.Zzzzzz Zzzzzz ZzzzzzzzI take my phone out of my pocket and see that Kay is calling, I stand up and start walking towards the exit not wanting to disturb anyone."hello""Te is she okay, have you seen her yet, I had to stop and get gas ill be there in a couple of hours" Kay said all in one breath"no we'll see her after a couple more tests, but she's in a coma, but she's okay i guess""oh my gosh noo, for how long""not long hopefully but you just focus on getting here safely ill call you if there
When I open my eyes I'm in a hospital room, I see my mom, dad, Cam, Te and Sam; I smile thinking I made it back to reality but when I look to my right I see myself lying in the hospital bed.I take a step back in disbelief, what is going on I said looking at myself, I was pale and sick looking; I looked at my bandaged wrist I put my hand to my mouth as tears poured out of my eyes why did I do this to myself.I looked at my dad as he hugged my mom who couldn't control her crying, I looked at Cam who tried his best to control his crying as he held my hand; I watched as Sam handed Te a tissue to wipe her tears with.I'm sorry I yelled I learned my lesson I don't wanna die please let me live God I cried out as I laid on the bed and fell asleep.I slowly opened my eyes to see Cam asleep on one chair and my mom and dad asleep on another. The sunlight hit my eyes as I tried to sit up making the
"But mom I don't feel good" I said while fake coughing "can I please stay home another day" I pleaded.I got released from the hospital three days ago and I still haven't been to school, why go I already know what's going to happen and what's going to be said; call me a coward but I just don't feel up to it."no nothing is wrong with you you're going to school even if I have to drag you there, stop letting them kids get the best of you; let them talk shit as long as they don't touch you fuck them." my mom ranted while washing the dishes "now go get dressed Cam should be on his way"I huffed and stomped up the stairs."Stop stomping up my damn stairs for stomp a hole in you" my mom yelledI rolled my eyes, and sat on my bed thinking about the events that happened only a couple days ago. I could've died that day I thought to myself as I got up to find an outfit to wear. No on
"yeah but I heard that she tried to kill herself cause she couldn't get a boyfriend" Tamara said"ew how desperate" Tanaji added laughing"and pathetic she probably did it for attention basic bitch" I said while applying my mascara"yeah so true" they said at the same timeCreeeakkWe all looked at the bathroom door to see who came in; it was this little brown skin chick with braces"aren't you that suicide chick best friend" Tamara asked"ex best friend"I smiled and turned around to look at her "aw what happened""she's mad at me for basically no reason" she said while leaning against the bathroom stall"didn't you post the Insta thing telling the school what happened" Tanaji asked"yes and no I posted it but someone else pu
"World War 2 helped to end the Great Depression in 1939" Mr. Herman spoke to the class while going to the next slide on the PowerPoint.I would usually be taking notes, but today is different all I want to do is go home its only second period and everywhere I go eyes follow; they act like I cant hear them whispering about me that's the girl who tried to kill herself. That's all I've been hearing, it makes me just want to run home and never come back; but I need my education that's the only reason I stay and also because my mom would beat the crap out of me if she knew I left school early.PssstI looked over to see this girl trying to hand me a piece of paper, I grabbed it before Mr. Herman saw it the last thing I needed right now was to get sent to the principals office.Which way did you try to go? Is the only thing the note read I looked back at the girl confused, but she wasn't lookin