“YOU ARE MINE.”
“No.”
I did not know where I was taking the courage to speak but the words slipped from my lips nonetheless, be damned with the consequences. He had to know his place in my life, he had to be checked.
My body and my mind were in a battle. I knew my mind would lose as I pressed myself on him. My fingers were uncontrolled as they dragged down his back with my nails nearly digging through the fabric so I decided to slip them under it.
The feel of his bare skin was too much.
I could not help the moan, my body moving on its own, pushing on him and opening up like a flower at the break of dawn.
His other hand was fast to grip my right thigh, pulling my other leg up to wrap it around him.
My sex was out and wide open for him.
So many thoughts going through my head, a huge debate
I could not move, could not breathe with my legs closing after the king had pulled out. My whole body quivered, my eyes closed shut with the aftershocks sending my body jerking now and again.I did not know what that was but I liked it very much and the thing that made it all even greater was the fact that I was doing it with the king, my mate.My eyes peeled open, my darkness filling the room, seeing him straightening up, probably shocked on what was happening so I called my darkness back, leaving the room as clear as before. He looked around then looked down at me and I just shrugged my shoulders, holding in the laugh that wanted to explode out of me. I wanted to just giggle. I wanted to dance and sing and do a lot of things I had never done before. My heart felt so spongy and lucid, my body still tangling.Where was he going? There was so much we had to talk about. There was so much I wanted to tell him and ask him. M
I pulled the first pair of jeans I could find. My hands wrinkled from staying underwater for so long. I pulled on a white T-shirt and slipped it on as my feet slid into the first slides I could find. My hair was pulled into a ponytail, walking out of my bedroom to close it shut after me.My broken heart was aching, worried, and concerned. I knew I would not be alright until I saw that he was okay. I was not alright; I was nowhere being alright but I knew I eventually would be. As of then, I had to make sure the only person who had my back since the first time I met him was okay. I did not know how I would do it but I had to see him.The king was set on driving me to insanity, taking all that made it bearable to wake up and fight another day. He took away my hope, took away everything and how was I supposed to keep my head up after that.The elevator opened with me stepping out.I was afraid to ask be
I still had a lot of hours before dinner. I felt so excited in a way to finally be doing something so important. I rushed, my feet flying over the room to the bathroom, looking for something I could put my flowers in. There was a golden vase just in my closet. I filled it with water and dropped the flowers in. They immediately brightened up the room with my smile untamed as I shook my head and span around, cradling the vase to my chest.I walked out of the closet to the room again.My eyes fell on the messy bed. I had not cleaned after he left. My hands shook but I did not want to dwell on the king. I had other things going for me, I did not want to let him bring me down.I took slow steps, placing the vase on the pedestal next to my bed.My body bent, his smell lingering in the room. It was going to drive me insane I swear.My feet kicked on something, staring down to find a t-s
I could not hear, I could not see, just sitting there, chewing with my teeth grinding on each other. The anger had me piped up, my face inflamed with my hands shaking yet I continued picking one fruit from the other. It took everything in me not to throw it at the girl who suddenly stood up again, walking around the table to take a meat bowl then went back to her seat, sitting down and settling, a smile on her face.She was putting up a show, just spreading my mate’s scent all around. It was so strong I knew she had not taken a shower. My eyes closed to open.He had kissed her with the same lips he used to kiss me. He had touched her the way he had touched me and had licked and sucked the way he had sucked me. With the same lips he had used to make me scream his name. Had he called her his too, had he groaned and claimed her as his too?The room was so silent with literally no one eating besides the king, myself, a
I heaved, stepping back with the spears falling and disappearing into thin air.“What have I done?” I looked all around me, three men with two of them unconscious and one stumbling back to quickly grab the two and turn.“Sorry Beta…I…I” He could not even talk, scrambling away into the dark forest with fear coursing through him.My eyes fell on my hands.I did not know what got over me. The blood was dripping, it playing in my head as I hammered into each man over and over again. I stumbled away, the tears falling as I shook my head.“I am a monster,” I whispered just as two firm hands gripped me.I could not stop the sob, the ground soaked with nothing but blood.“Hey, hey.” The beta shook me but I did not want to face him.I would have killed that man if t
Breaking down in the shower was my thing, but I was able to finish my weeping session then went to pull on black sweatpants and a grey hoody sweater. My feet were covered in socks, sprawled on the floor as I opened the file Mrs. Mary had brought up. Work, training, and Brum would be the only things keeping me sane in the castle.The paper was brought to my face, reading or trying to, because everything time I read a word, all I heard was ‘little darkness’. I sighed. I could not concentrate; I could do nothing and time was going. The ball was in a few weeks and I wanted it to be perfect. Time was already not on my side.I loved that name though.His little darkness.Okay, girl, get your head straight! I screamed in my head, dropping the file.I sighed, giving up to turn and stare at the bed. My feet worked on their own, literally crawling to the bed like a five-month-old baby. My upper body picked up, my arms stretching with me smiling a
There was no way I was using anything in Mary’s file. I cut it in pieces with scissors, leaving no option than to start afresh and figure everything out on my own. “Which floors do the guests stay in?” I questioned Brum. “Seventh, sixth, Fifth,” Brum said back with me nodding my head. “So, are the rooms allocated by status or?” I asked with Brum shaking his head, his hand going behind his neck to give himself a rub. He did look beat down. “Okay, thank you, let me go check them out,” I said to him. “I will go with you.” “No, it’s okay, I got this, you already have a lot of work and you look like you need a whole month out of the office,” I told him smiling and concerned. He sighed and shook his head while sitting back down on his chair. I moved back to his table, taking a soft writing stick with an eraser and a whole writing pad instead of the paper. “I will be back soon,” I told him to turn and walk out of his office. His door
Who needed sleep when I had so much work? My hands were colored with ink as I wrote and drew. Room allocation was done. It was a bit tricky but I did it. I did not want to just stick leaders of one area near each other or sit them together at the tables. I wanted to mix them up so they could socialize and get to learn about the other packs.The rivals were set apart, so far, they would hardly be seeing each other.That was done and it was time to see what the rooms would look like. I had decided to personalize the rooms which was perfect with the allocations done. The first pack was the Obsidian pack. They were called that because their area was surrounded by black rocks that from the drawings I had seen were beautiful so I was thinking of white covers for them with white curtains but the rug would be black with accents of silver. They would have black towels.The pedestals were wooden and so fancy-looking. The decoratio