125-Not like a brother.

EUDORA

I don't know a lot about brothers but I know you don’t wake up snuggled too close into them. You don’t wake up with their breath in your face, their arms circled tightly around your waist protectively like they could lose you any minute if they didn’t hold on tight, I know your heart doesn’t beat when you first flutter your eyes open and butterflies don’t swarm your stomach like a garden when you realize how close you both are.

You don’t wish to remain like that for just another moment before their eyes flutter open and then this thing you both have vanishes into thin air.

So much for thinking of him as a brother.

I have felt this same attraction with Conan to know what it was. On those days I thought our relationship was harmless and I was just the delusional one, falling in love with a man who was just like a brother to me and cuddled me at every chance. I knew what my own feelings were, I just didn’t know what his were until the night of my rejection.

Strange, how he rem