Chapter 35 | Darkness

Magnolia

It’s easy succumbing to the darkness that comes with my grief. I’m struggling to push past this. I don’t know what to do with my life. I turn 18 soon and will be receiving my wolf, but I don’t want to. I don’t have my mate, my best friend, I don’t know what to do with my life.

I was always so sure of what I wanted, but now I have no idea. I don’t want to be a part of this pack anymore, not without him. It would shatter my parent’s hearts to hear that I feel this way, but I can’t help it. This is how I feel.

I walk out of my room to look for Violet and when I can’t find her I try to find him, but neither one are here. My eyebrows furrow as I continue to walk around the pack house, doing the best I can to avoid the main foyer. I know that’s one of my trigger areas so I’ll do what I need to to avoid it.

I walk over to my dad’s office and I was surprised to see that he had his door wide open. My mom saw me first and her eyes immediately brightened as she says, “Magnolia, come o