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“You’ve got to be kidding me!” Rowena snapped. She was in shock just as I was. He wanted to send me back? He knew what they had done to me, yet he didn't mind sending me back to them. My mate surely hated me. “I'm not going to let you do that to her!”
I stood there, not saying anything. What was I supposed to say? What was left to be said? He broke every hope left in me. I thought maybe we could work things out, but I was wrong. He didn't want to fix anything. He wanted to get rid of me. Of course, he wouldn't want me as his mate. He was ashamed of me.
He had decided my fate with his Beta, Gamma, and Delta. There was nothing I could do to change their minds. None of them would accept me as their Luna. I was a disgrace to them. Hell, they couldn't even accept me as a werewolf among them, how were they going to consider me their Luna?
The truth was, I didn't want to be the Luna. I just wanted to have a peaceful life. I desired nothing but to live among pe
Sara IslamPublished on June 15th, 2021 Sara
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The Alpha's Halo Forty-two: Xander
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The Alpha's Halo Forty-three
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The Alpha's Halo Forty-four
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The Alpha's Halo Forty-five: Xander
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The Alpha's Halo Forty-six
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The Alpha's Halo Forty-seven: Xander
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