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Seventy-seven: Xander
“No, Jorah, you don't understand! She no longer wants me. I saw it in her eyes. She's going to leave me again! I pushed her away again and I'm going to lose her again. Shit… she might reject me.” My heart was breaking into a million pieces. I should have listened to her. None of this would have happened if I was patient.
I should have never blocked the mind-link between us. I should have never left our house in the first place! So what if she had powers that she wanted to hide for a while? I had done some fucked up things and she forgave me; part of me still could not believe that she did, yet the other part abused that forgiveness. Why couldn't I listen to her?
“I will talk to her. Melanie will talk to her. She won't leave or reject you. She's just hurt, but she loves you,” Jorah tried to reason with me over the phone.
All that I could think of was the comment she made while we were watching a movie in which the heroine left her lover even though she l
Sara IslamDo you think Xander deserves to go through this? Published on July 18th, 2021 Sara
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