Destinee POV.Hearing his words made my core tighten and the butterflies to erupt in anticipation. I bite my bottom lip nervously, ok this is normal. He is my mate and I want him just as badly.But what if I make a tit out of myself? What if he doesn’t like it? What if I don’t do it right? Will it hurt? Aarrggh. Why? Why do I torture myself like this? I’m new to this. I’m still a fucking virgin, for fuck’s sake. FUCK!“Aura, help. What do I do?” I panic, thinking of the what if’s? I pace my bedroom, fidgeting with my fingers, think Destinee, think.“Babe, calm down. I get it you’re worried you will mess this up, but seriously, how do you mess up sex? It’s not possible. So what if you’re a virgin? Let Titus lead after all he has done it before.” I stop pacing and I groan. I didn’t need to remember that.“Rub it in why don’t you Aura? This is not helping. Do you have to remind me of that bitch and the pain they both caused us when I’m seriously ready to go to his room and launch myself
Titus POV.The way Destinee looked at me when she bid me goodnight before closing her bedroom door. Left me wanting to bulldoze through the door and take her, but I know it is her first time. So I smiled at the closed door and entered my room.“Mate wants us, Titus. Go to her, go to her now.” Orion is so pushy. He wants her just as much as I do. Only difference is he has already had Aura.“Orion, I won’t force her. She is nervous and overthinking. I can feel it through the bond.” I tell him with a sigh as I walk to the bathroom to take a shower. Turning the shower on and stripping off, I enter. The water cascades down me.“She loves you Titus, she is nervous because she doesn’t want to disappoint you. She is comparing herself to Crystal. I can feel it.” He says and I sigh. This is my fault, of course she is going to think like this. Knowing her mate betrayed her with the very woman who killed her friend.Orion pushes images of Destinee in my mind. Of her when we showered together, the
Destinee POV.Waking in Titus’s arms, I finally feel at home. The ache between my legs was a reminder of last night’s antics. Thank the Goddess I am a werewolf and we heal quickly, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to move. Even after we had finished in the bedroom. We ended up doing it in the bath, then the shower, then again in the bedroom. We didn’t finish until the sun came up.Titus said I was greedy and that he had unleased a monster. But in my defence, he loved it just as much as I did. Besides, werewolf’s are one of two things: either they are horny or hungry and I am both, but right now I need to pee.I shift in his hold, desperately needing to use the bathroom, when his arms tighten around me.“Titus…Titus…wake up.” I say, trying to wriggle out of his hold. I really need to use the bathroom.“Mmm, stop wriggling. Sleep.” He mumbles, but doesn’t release me. I need to be smart about this. I wriggle around to face him, and do the only thing I can and that is kiss him.He kisses me b
Destinee POV.It has been a week since Titus left to go to the emergency meeting. Everyone from the elders to the Alpha heads of each pack were informed. I would be lying if I said I didn’t miss him.Running the pack has been difficult. Titus runs one of the largest packs in the States. Some members were overjoyed that I was in charge, others however, weren’t. Some wolves still think it’s ridiculous that a female Alpha is running the show, but do I care? No. This is what I was trained for, so while Titus is away, I am in charge.They learnt quickly that I won’t be disrespected or intimidated by anyone. Yes, Titus is notorious for being the literal big bad wolf, but they soon learnt that I am worse. They quickly learned that disrespecting me won’t be tolerated.Titus and I video call every night before bed, but tonight I haven’t heard from him. When I spoke to him last night, he looked exhausted. Some of the Alphas and elders are blaming Titus for the recent attack because he was sleep
Titus POV.The part I hate about being an Alpha is the meetings. We are all deeply saddened and disgusted by what has happened, and yet they have placed the blame on me.According to them, I should have known something wasn’t right with Crystal and they are right. I have told the council that she had drugged me and my wolf so we would be compliant but she was never made a Luna.I told them I have a mate, and that she was the daughter of Alpha Maximus Shaw. To say it shocked them was something else. However, Maximus had to stick his boot in and tell them I knew about Destinee but still decided to be with Crystal, which obviously didn’t go down too well.The council and the elders believe in the mate bond and so they are trying to remove me from my position as Alpha. It won’t work, though. I haven’t told Destinee this because if it comes down to it I will make her the soul Alpha of Venom Fang and will there will be nothing anyone can do to stop me.“Alpha Titus, may we ask as to why you
Destinee POV.Running towards the Northern border, I stop in my tracks. Rogue women holding their crying babies, rogue males looking relieved yet frightened. Children clinging to their parents in fear. The very sight breaks my heart. For whatever reason, they became rogue. They are still children of Selene.Aura is sitting up in my mind, watching what is happening. I can feel her anger and heartbreak at what she is seeing.“Destinee, this is heartbreaking. Let me forward.” Aura speaks and I comply with her request.“Why are you all here?” she asks and a male and female with children step forward, cautiously, heads down and shaking in fear.“No-one will hurt you, speak.” She says, and the male looks up at her.“Were not part of the rogues who are attacking packs. Those who don’t follow Crystal and Sampson are killed. We managed to get away. We have seen things terribly things. Our desire is to live in peace, and we are different from them. Please help us.” The man drops to his knees an
Destinee POV.I was overjoyed when the meeting had ended. Titus looked awful, and I knew he was worried about telling me that the council had put him under scrutiny, all because of his relationship with Crystal.“Baby, how did you get here so quickly?” he asked, looking down at me with a confused look on his handsome face.“Fenrir opened a portal, and so we came here. But he has gone now, so it looks like I will have to come back with you and Marcus.” I declared bashfully as I fidgeted with my fingers.His chuckle brought me out of my embarrassed state as he kissed me on my head. “Of course you will return with us. There is something you’re not telling me I can feel it, so come on. Tell me what happened?” he says as he looks at me with love in his eyes.Is he going to be angry that I allowed the rogues to find refuge in the pack? Is he going to kick them out in their hour of need?Sighing, I take a step back, preparing for what I need to tell him.“Don’t be mad at me,” I looked him in
Destinee POV.After Titus and Marcus got to know some of the families we all headed to the dining hall to have dinner together.I felt comfort sitting beside Titus at the Alpha’s table, but I had already been sitting here all week, even when Titus wasn’t present. The empty head table gave me an odd feeling, yet now it feels comfortable to be seated next to my mate.Looking out and around the dining hall. Hearing the laughter of the children and their parents makes me realise that even when faced with so much death and uncertainty, as they have been. The slightest bit of comfort can make them forget about what had happened. Even if only for a short time.Smiling to myself, I watch as a few rogue children run around playing; they feel safe and at home and that is what I wanted to do for them. To give them and their parents that sense of safety, most packs would have turned them all away and left them to be slaughtered.“You did good babe, look at them all. This is what Selene meant when