It was quite alarming each time, Mr Brandon comes somewhat close to me while we walk to the restaurant. I get the high sensual feeling and it was so high that I hardly want our eyes to meet, scared he might be able to read what I feel.It downed on me that the night club was having a huge effect on my thinking and everything fucking turns me on. Emerald once told me that maybe because I was still a virgin that was why I hardly think straight which might now begin to make sense.I reached for the door but was stopped by Mr Brandon who held my hand midway, the electrifying feeling I got from his touch made me remember the faceless man in the strip club. How much I wish to see him, and now my honey pot is taking a toll on me.He open the door and offer I go in first and I swear again I felt like a princess that I should have been, he was the only person so far who has ever treated me with such sweet gesture and I can't help but love and appreciate it.Funny that I was worried sick of my
Grrizzzzzzzzz! Grrizzzzzzzz!I struggled to turn off alarm without opening my eyes. Yes it was my alarm that sounded like that. It originally sounded like `Ringggggg! Ringggggggg!` But it was a like million years old. I scooted to the edge of my bed and tried to reach for the alarm eyes closed and to snooze it, just five more minutes, five more minutes of bliss, my hand not fully awake swiped and everything on my nightstand ended up in the floor with loud crashing noises which jolted me awake and led my to scrambling movements that had me sliding off the bed, my tangled bed sheets wrapped around and entrapping my left leg.I quickly held on to the floral patterned curtain at my window and ended up pulling the whole thing off as I ended up on the floor, the curtain over me, my alarm clock still of course ringing.My name is Catherine and I hate my life."What the fucking hell is wrong with you."A 40 year old woman barged into the room with an overnight mask raised to the top of her he
Catherine.Adrian Peterson, the new transfer student in my class who just walked in now. Tall, rich and egoistic and a bad influence, I nearly sighed out loud. The man of my dreams. In my 20 years of life I've never been in love, didn't even believe in it but this, this is it. Mrs Catherine Peterson, rolls right off the tongue, doesn't it? Or thoughts rather since no one knows of my love for him. Except of course Beast and Emerald. They think it's just a crush and he's a jerk who doesn't deserve my affections but they don't know him like I do. Since the first time I saw him slam the door on a lecturer I knew our first son's name was going to be Adrian junior. Yeah, he's an antisocial guy with anger issues but he has his reasons I'm sure.The class ended and as I was walking out of the lecture hall, I was trying to get my vibrating cell phone out of my bag while walking and bumped into Adrian who seemed to have been distracted too.He mumbled an apology and I couldn't help it. I giggle
Catherine.I strain my eyes and try to read my horrible handwriting in the dim light, hating myself for not writing well."You keep that up Catherine and you'll get blind before my hip bones stop working." I look up at Garcia who was already looking down at me and my pathetic organic chemistry note."Gar, I need to study, I'm having tests and exams and I have no idea what they've been teaching and my head feels blocked." My voices choked at the end I hate how weak I sound."Attempting to blind yourself in the dark isn't going to help, come on now, keep those books or get a day off." Garcia scolded but I can tell she is being caring.She's a sex worker in the gentleman's club I work at because calling her a prostitute is rude, she is a thirty five years old and has a body to die for. She is an immigrant from Mexico and when she couldn't get a job because she didn't go to school, she settled for the job that had made her leave her birth country. I admire her strength.Though she says th
Catherine."Hello?" I call out in the dark, feeling very much like I'm in a horror movie, a bad horror movie if I'm being honest.I pause, I even stop breathing for dramatic effect you know, waiting for the gold eyes and growl and then I'll see a sexy man sitting right there and he'll sniff the air and tell me he can smell my arousal, wait first, am I aroused? Nah I don't think so.None of that happened of course, instead I hear a command."Don't switch the lights on and stop that thing you're doing with your leg!" The same deep voice snapped.Maybe he is a werewolf, I'm totally fine, it's not like I've been reading werewolf books. I have not. At all."I said stop it." I look up, eyes desperately searching in the dark.I'm a foreplay kind of girl, I assume, it's not like I've ever kissed anyone, well I've kissed Beast in third grade but that doesn't count, back to the situation at hand, they say not seeing makes everything more intense, yeah no it doesn't, I'm freaking out in my leath
"Fe(ii) forms CO complexes with more difficulty because.... ugh."Reading to myself out loud isn't a usual habit of mine, especially not during a test. An unbelievably simple one. But since I've been running on four hours of sleep sometimes less. I decided to give it one more try."The element Iron or ferrate is a group eight element and forms CO complexes easily... umm...difficultly...because....oh God I'm doomed."I let my face drop into my hand."Miss Stephenson."The supervisor called my name."Yes Dr. Meeks?""Is there a problem?"Problem?Yes. There's a problem I'm being forced to work in a whore house because and my evil stepmother is threatening to traffic my sister. And although I tried to read for this test a faceless man kept coming in to my head and all I can remember right now with no doubt is my name and I am losing my fucking mind."Of course not Dr. Meeks."I replied so calmly and was surprised that my thoughts did not betray me"Then remember to make sure your head co
A D minus.A core course that could stop me from graduating and I got D."Cathy I want to talk to you." Mr. Meeks said to me after most of the class had left."If it's to tell me you're disappointed in me don't bother.""I'll excuse your tone because you are one of best students and I'm worried about you. You have been seeming distracted lately. I would have broken the rules to let you rewrite but I won't here long. I'm going for treatment abroad.""What treatment.""I have breast cancer. It's rare but happens to men too.""Wow that's...""Unfortunate, I know. They are bringing in a sub and you can't keep going on like this. I wish you luck.""Yo Cathy wait up."I hear Beast trying to catch up with me as I walked out the school building.I feel guilty that we haven't been talking much because I've been avoiding he and Emerald.There was no way Beast wouldn't catch up with me unless I broke into a fill run. Who am I kidding? Even then he'd still catch up with me."What is it?"The word
My stomach started little fluttering just as my name rolled off his tongue. I was nervous not affected by him. It was a coincidence at worse."How did you know my name?""I asked a few questions in the right places.""So you gossip huh?"I pursed my lips at him."Occasionally.""You are shameless.""And you are a hypocrite.""Excuse me?""You berate me for quenching my curiosity when you yourself have done the same thing."I swallowed uncomfortably, who was this man."Am I wrong, Catherina?""I don't know what you're talking about."I scoffed."Then sit with me. Unless of course you've been frightened by the things you heard about me, then you can walk out the door. I dare you."Any other sensible person would bolt right out, especially after having been given the option.But I had a taste for danger.Especially when it comes in form of a man with a voice that made my insides want to melt. Yes I admit it.I walked as briskly as I possibly could trying to mask my nervousness and anxie