I was in the vehicle and realized that Erin was not getting in. I guess I wasn’t surprised but the guilt was settling in nicely. I wondered if I had egged Erin on and part of me felt like I had which made it worse. I knew for sure my feelings for Rogan were different but the feelings with Erin had I created them and made him feel that way? I was becoming terrified of my powers because I now knew I could manipulate more than I ever thought possible I created a rift between three solid friends in a blink of an eye all because they were jealous of me. The part that was bugging me the most is realizing that if the roles were reversed I would have been jealous of myself too so why was I treating them so badly? I felt like I needed to get a better handle on this and promised myself a quick stop at Sarah’s tomorrow to discuss it because I wasn’t sure how even Laura would handle what I’d done in anger. It was a quick drive back to the house but I looked up to see some windy roads and we were
I felt confident and more energized after letting out a lot of frustration and sadness the night before with Rollo. I made my way out to the morning where naturally Laura and Rollo were talking over coffee. I heard Laura say something before they noticed me which caught my attention, “I just don’t know if it’s a good idea right now until Kellina can find her path.” They instantly went quiet when they saw me and I saw her fear in knowing I may have heard the words she spoke. “What may not be a good idea?” “It’s nothing sweetie, I made you an egg sandwich just like you like it. It is warming in the microwave.” “I don’t like when you don’t tell me things so I’d really like to know what nothing is and thank you for always thinking about me. You don’t have to put anything to the side for me for the record.” I was hoping my last statement would give her enough confidence to tell me what she was thinking. Rollo looked at us both taking it in and then frowning because Laura just s
I walked outside hoping that Sarah would be able to convince the Alpha to figure out who my family was so we could have a few more answers about where all my powers were coming from. Even Sarah, I now realized wasn’t sure of the extent of how far my powers could grow. I had seemed to be already passing what she could do as a red wolf and even though Sarah didn’t say it I could feel that she was a bit uneasy about it. I hoped it was uneasy as she wasn’t sure how to help not that she too was afraid of me. I waited at the porch until Erin came around still his brooding self and when he took a look at me he just stopped. I stood up and began walking waving at Sarah through the window who was shaking her head. Sarah hadn’t asked about why my guard was so angry with me but I think it was obvious in some ways and she knew it wasn’t really anything she needed to pry into. After all, it was quite possible everything would change after tonight. Sarah didn’t have any answers for me on what t
There was barely a word spoken as we made it back to the house and at that point, I wasn’t sure what to say. I’d felt guilty because I’d wronged Rogan in some way. We were less than 200 feet away from home when Erin started talking. “What’s bothering you?” I released his hand, “I just don’t think I should have let that get so far. I mean you are right we aren’t mates and it’s not fair for me to do that to you.” He stopped looking at me like I was crazy. “Do you think you somehow made me do that?” I shrugged unsure how to answer but knowing my powers were capable of a lot of things and this was exactly what the Alpha and Luna were afraid I was doing to Rogan right now. “Let me be clear, you didn’t do that. I did that. I did that because I wanted to. I’ve been away from you before Kellina and I still felt the same you aren’t doing some weird kind of voodoo over me just like you aren’t doing it to Rogan either. I kissed you because I wanted to before it was all made clear because fr
I opened the box and was astonished by what I saw now an ankle-length dress that was black with hand-sewn white silver-looking leaf prints and wouldn’t you know the slighted hint of a drak red trimming on the tips of the leaves. The boddess was tight and looked almost like a corset on top with silver laces on the back. The straps themselves were a satin black. It was truly stunning and I immediately felt uneasy and unsure if I was deserving of such a dress. I looked over at Reese and Laura with both of them in as much awe as I. “It’s breathtaking”, Reese stated in just as much astonishment as I felt at the moment looking down at the dress. “Clara had done it again,” Laura states clasping her hands together and using them to pull shut her jaw. “Someone really needs to allow that woman to own her own dress shop.” We all nodded in agreement at that because Clara was truly an amazing artist and if designing dresses was not an art it should be with Clara. I took a deep breath as I
As we started to head out, “Oh my goodness Kellina I almost forgot. I got you a gift to give to Rogan.” She grabbed my arm now pulling us to the back to show me privately inside a black box was a Red and Silver chained half moon. She turned it to the back and it said Thank you for finding me. “I hope it’s alright. I just knew you’d had so much on your mind and probably hadn’t even had a chance to buy something.” I took it in and was amazed at how perfect it was. “Laura, it’s amazing, how did you know to buy this and then the engraving on the back? It’s perfect and he will love it!” She slightly blushed, “To be honest I bought one similar to this when I married my husband, and I thought about everything you’d told me about Rogan and you, well, it seemed it would work for you both.” I could feel my eyes beginning to water. “don't you dare!” She snapped pointing a finger at me. “If you cry, I will cry and I will not forgive us for ruining this makeup.” We then burst into tears and jus
I quickly was able to whisper to Reese what Rogan said and she seemed a bit stunned as me. Both of us wondered what it meant but knowing that both now Laura and Rogan had confirmed it I mentally prepared myself for what was about to come. It was close to dinner time and everyone began taking their seats. It was a round table so I was able to see and speak to everyone. Laura sat on my side and Reese on the other I knew for support. I was especially grateful for these two because I knew when things got a bit scary this evening it meant that I could grab either hand and feel loved. I was also whirling about my wolf and the feeling I had just a short moment ago. I pondered if this was my wolf trying to tell me what I had wondered all alone but maybe now as Rogan became so close perhaps it was so obvous. I did another scan this time avoiding the Alpha table altogether and saw Erin standing more like lurking outside but still able to see and hear everything. I felt like this was his way
“That is enough!” The alpha now yelled over everyone. “I have heard enough and I do not see remorse from you, Melina.” She began to yell again but this time, “I command you to be quiet, all of you!” I had never seen the Alpha’s true anger and seeing it now told me he was more understanding than I’d ever known about the situation. I respected and valued him more than ever before. With his command, the entire garden became quiet and Melina to having no choice but to listen to her Alpha. “Melina because you show no remorse for your actions or give me any reason to allow you to stay in your position I hereby demote you from high priestesses and pray for the moon goddess to bring us a high priestess of the white wolves who can lead with respect and honor.” The Alpha looked up and then gave a signal. I saw the guard from behind now restrain her and then with a quick motion the other bring out a hot iron and they now burned Melina’s skin as she cried out where her High Priestess marking wa