Chapter 46

I was in my room, getting ready for the funeral. I still felt like I was a bit drunk but I did not want to miss getting to see Samuel for the last time. I stared at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes were dark even though I had on makeup.

My face looked drained of color and even though I was trying to smile, I could only see sadness and pain. It was evident that I had lost so much weight and my spirit felt broken.

“Do you like the hair that way?” The maid who was helping me to get ready, asked.

I breathed out a sigh. The truth was that I didn’t even care how I looked. I did not give a damn. I was not attending a fashion show; it was a frigging funeral. But I tried to make her feel good because she took her time to help me prepare.

“I love it,” I replied to her in a surprisingly smooth tone that caused her to smile proudly.

“I’m glad that you do. Would you like me to escort you out of the room?” She kept her gaze on me.

I waited a few seconds and then scoffed very faintly befor