The Blood Stained Wall

Jean never knew what exactly kind of feelings he has for Erwin. He loved them both, Erwin and Anna. And once he had a wet dream where he was made love with them both at the same bed. The dream was so wild that he thought it was from the devil. But the dream became a turning point in his life. He finally realised that his feelings for Erwin were love. Of course, he knew that Erwin was a normal man who liked girls. There was no hope for Jean. And Jean didn't have much hope for Erwin either. To always fight by his side, to be his right hand in every battle, was enough for Jean. That's why when he blurted out that he loved Erwin, his face flushed with shame. I shouldn't have said that, he thought.

Luckily for Jean, Erwin only replied:

"All my subordinates should give their hearts to me."

Lord Gardier slapped Jean lightly on the back. He gave his son a wry look as if he say: "What the hell were you did, moron?"

So after that meeting, Jean decided to hide his feelings for Erwin forever. Jea