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If I took the car and drove to that mall instead of walking to that little convenient store for milk, she would never notice. It was at least a ten-minute walk each way. I shrugged and got in the car. It was only a couple of minutes’ drive.
Almost immediately, I located a store with women’s clothing and headed for the underwear section. I actually felt a little bad about waiting two days with buying it when I had promised it. Another demon of guilt taking its place alongside the countless of others, but this had an easy solution. A quick fix, so I wanted it done as soon as possible. I don’t need any more lines or clumps of demons crushing, clawing my insides.
I looked for one alike the one I tore apart, but my eyes quickly fell on a completely different set. Well, I hoped to see Val’s underwear more often now than before, so why shouldn’t I have something nice to rip off her, um– look at, besides her?
It was like decorating the tastiest dessert. The dessert w
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