Ivan||
My eyes widened in shock as the woman in front of my car disappeared from my vision. It could only mean that I had hit her.
The rain was pouring so heavily, that I was already struggling with visibility when she had just appeared from nowhere. Where the hell was, she going under this heavy torrent?
“Holy Shit!” I hissed as I rushed out of the car.
As my eyes landed on her body, my heart froze. It wasn’t the blood or the bashed state of her face, it was the fact that I recognized her. She was the strange, enchanting woman at the bar!
My legs instantly lowered to the ground as panic and fear seeped through me. I have spent days searching for her, only for the universe to bring her to me in this state.
“Please don’t die,” I murmured as I searched for her pulse.
When I finally felt it, hope washed down into my rain-soaked and bloodied clothes. I quickly picked her off the road and gently placed in her my car. I reversed my car and drove right back to the hospital.
I couldn’t lose her. Not after she started that flame deep inside of me and left without even telling me her name.
“Doctor Ivan?” The nurses gasped as they saw my bloodied state rushing into the hospital.
Instantly, they called the emergency department and before I could even get through to the receiving corridors, a bed was brought, and she was transferred to the bed.
“What happened? Where did you find her?” Mike, my friend and colleague asked as we all rushed into the theatre.
“It was an accident… I hit her.”
“Oh, shit…” His attention returned to the nurses working on her and he started dropping instructions. “Attach the blood bag. We need those stitches.”
“Doctor Ivan, can you please fill out this form so we can call her family and proceed with the treatment?” Sarah said, handing me the long document. “And we are going to need you to step outside, you seem a little shaken.”
True to her words, everything suddenly felt surreal. I have seen so many patients bleed, I have seen worse accident cases, yet with her, it felt different. It felt like it was my skin that was bleeding…
Sarah gently pushed me outside and I ran my fingers through my hair as I stared at the document, she had given me. I didn’t even know who the lady was, and I knew that she had already lost too much blood, calling the police and declaring her a Jane Doe was going to take a longer time.
Or maybe it was something else, but my fingers got a mind of its own and I began to fill the document. Once I was done, I handed it back to Sarah.
One look at it and her head cocked to the side. “She is your fiancée?” she whispered in disbelief. “You have a fiancée?”
“Yes, Sarah. She is… now please go assist Mike in there!” I hissed.
Sarah gave me a knowing smile before she went on to help Mike as I had instructed. They walked on her for minutes longer than I thought. I couldn’t go home, I remained there, checking my watch, and signing consent forms as her surgeries kept increasing.
When Mike suggested a face reconstruction, I had no choice but to agree to it, since a great portion of her face was badly bashed in. Fixing it alone would leave her with a nasty scar. Not having anyone else I could ask; I took the responsibility and gave them the go-ahead.
By the time the surgery was over, I took care of her, like my life depended on it. And in the real sense, it did because I have spent all my life searching for the right one, yet she had always been around. I couldn’t lose her now that I just found her.
I was sprawled in the hospital chair in her ward a couple of weeks later when my grandmother’s excited squeals jerked me upright.
“Sarah was right, after all! You have a girl!” she exclaimed as she got in the room, and I had to quickly usher her out of the room so as not to disturb my sleeping angel.
“Grandmother, what are you doing here?” I hissed, watching back at the window to make sure I didn’t awaken her.
But my grandmother’s hands, pulled my face back to her as she flashed me a smile. “How could you keep this from me? I have been begging you to get a girlfriend all these while and you have refused… all because you already had someone…” She moved her eyes to the room, and I saw the twinkle in her eyes. “She is perfect!”
Her words suddenly washed away the panic that had crawled through my body. If she was approving, then there was no point telling her the truth.
“I think you should marry her!” She added and the bubble I had fallen into burst open instantly.
“Grandmother!” I whispered and yelled. “She is still unconscious! Look at her—” The words hung in my throat as I turned and found her moving.
Quickly I ran into the room and took her hands. “Hello… can you hear me?”
The bandages had already been taken off her face and it should have been easy for her to move her muscles, but it still took a few moments before her beautiful eyes fluttered open.
She blinked several times before her eyes seemed to focus on me.
My heart skipped a beat as we stared into each other eyes. She was truly perfect.
Maybe this was not the right time or place to be having feelings like this, but I couldn’t help it. “How do you feel?” I managed to ask.
Her eyes moved off my face and when they returned, she frowned. It was almost as if she had recognized me. “You…” she whispered before pulling her hand out of my hold. “Why am I here?”
Her action caused my heart to shift in its position, but I pushed away my emotions and tried to be professional. “You were in an accident, and I brought you here for treatment. How do you feel?”
Her eyes watered but she sniffed and turned away from me. “You should have let me die… what is left to live for?”
Her voice carried the same pain it had the first time we met. And just like that time, I was moved by this beautiful woman.
“There is so much to live for… I don’t know what you might have gone through but consider this to be a second chance. With a new face, there is so much you can explore—”
“A new face?” She turned to me; her brows raised in surprise.
“Yes.” I got up and brought a mirror for her to see the changes we had made on her face. “You had received a lot of cuts and bashes on your face… we thought it would be better to give you a full reconstruction than just ordinary stitches.”
Her fingers moved on her face as she stared at her reflection in the mirror. She did look different from before, but the base of her features was still there. She was just as beautiful.
“What’s your name?” I whispered.
Her eyes now wet, turned to me. I could feel the weight of her pain in that little moment, and I wished she could tell me what it was. Who broke her like this?
“I used to be Tiana… but they destroyed me.” Her eyes returned to the mirror, “Now, it’s my turn to destroy them.”
Tania||I should have been shocked looking at an alien reflection in the mirror, but I didn't. I should have been surprised seeing the face of the man I thought was a whore with a doctor's coat in front of me but Instead, all I could think of was the opportunities this new face in the mirror posed.I was a totally different person, I thought to myself as I turned my head from side to side, inspecting my face. My face was still sore, and there were stitches in some places, but apart from those, my new face looked okay.I still had some tell tale looks of who I used to be; my striking green eyes and my distinct cupids bow which gave my lips the sensual curve it had, but apart from those, I was practically unrecognizable to anyone who used to know me."How long have I been here for?" I asked, my voice sounding foreign in my own ears."You have been in a coma for six weeks now." He replied so gently as if he was scared his voice would hurt me.His voice sounded like warm honey. Like a cu
Tania||"How are you doing today honey?" The old woman who was Ivan's grandmother cooed to me like I was a baby as she stroked my forehead gently.My confused eyes moved from her face, to Ivan's and back to hers and then Ivan again. His eyes were full of panic and what looked like shame."When did she wake up?" I watched as Ivan's grandmother asked him. "Erm..." I watched Ivan stutter as he rubbed his beautiful forehead with his thumb and forefinger.He looked so tense and he was intentionally refusing to meet my eyes. I really wanted him to look at me. I needed answers to what was going on."About an hour ago I think." Ivan finally answered. "Oh, honey! How do you feel?" The old woman's attention was back on me.I looked at her and my eyes were met with beautiful blue eyes that were so identical to the ones Ivan had. Hers were just wiser and full of motherly love and I wanted to drown in their gentleness.This time when she spoke, she looked like she warranted an answer from me but
Ivan||My heart skipped a couple of beats as I waited for her answer.The room felt so hot all of a sudden and I was finding it so difficult to breathe. She was silent. I tried to read her thoughts in her eyes but they were like two cold green slots with no emotion. I knew I had made a mistake and it was worse that I did not know how to sort myself out of it.After a couple of minutes, I gave up. I was going to cut the whole thing off. I would find another way to please Grandma."Fine. I'll do it." Tania's voice interrupted my thoughts."What?!" I asked, disbelieving what I just heard."I would go through with your silly plan but on one condition." She said.I waited for her to state her condition. My body was jittery with excitement. No matter what she requested, I was going to give it to her. Hell, I would give her a kidney if she wanted it."You have to declare me dead and sign a death certificate," She finally said. I paused alongside all the excitement I was feeling as I trie
Ivan||"You really don't have to do much honestly. Just enough to keep my grandma's suspicion at bay," I said to Tania who was reclining in the passenger seat next to me in my black Brabus.It was the same car I had hit her with a couple of weeks ago. I wondered what it felt like sitting in the same car that had almost killed you and next to the man who had almost killed you.It had been two days since we had made our plan to help each other's deceitful plans and even though I had intended to let her stay in the hospital for a couple more days for further observation, my grandma had insisted that she be discharged.I could not help but admire the beauty that was sitting next to me. I would consider my work on her face to be my best reconstruction.I had indeed taken my time to ensure she did not have any scars or imperfections mostly out of guilt for having destroyed the masterpiece that had originally been her face. However, I had ensured I kept some features of her old face. Tania
Tania||"What do you think?" Ivan asked me.I moved my head from side to side as I examined my face in the mirror."Perfect." I respond.He had just taken out the last remaining stitches on my face. There was still a little reddening and swelling around where the stitches had been taken out, but apart from that, everything was flawless."It's safe to say Nana's idea of bringing you back home for a quicker recovery really worked," Ivan said with a smile.It had been six days since I stepped into Ivan's home. Six days of spending the night in the same room with him, and I would have to say it had been worth it.Nana had spent all her time dotting over me and turning me into an adult spoiled brat. I would not lie. It felt so good to have someone care for you, and I made sure I enjoyed every bit of it. I was so comfortable in the house, but Ivan didn't seem to be enjoying it as much as I was. He seem
Tania||As her question sank through my head, the pasta passed into my windpipe, choking me out of my thoughts.I coughed out the food and Ivan got up immediately to help me.He patted my back while I continued coughing with one hand and with the other hand, he held a napkin to my mouth."Nan see what you have caused!" Ivan chastised her."What did I do?" She whined, oblivious to the murder she almost committed."I told you to stop saying things like that, Nana!" Ivan hissed and she pursed her lips sadly.When I recovered, Ivan went back to his seat and grandmother cleared her throat."I'm sorry honey. I didn't mean to rile you up...""It's okay Nana." I replied forcing a smile. "I was not expecting such a question, that's all.""But you should." She insisted and from the corner of my eyes, I saw Liam roll his eyes in exasperation."You both are obviously in love so there is no re
Tania||"Tania?!" Marcus' replied.The sleep seemed to have cleared from his eyes."Yes, Marcus! It's me!" My voice cracked as I spoke to him but I didn't care. It felt so good to speak to my friend again, after so long.If there was one person I trusted, then it was Marcus."How?" He whispered. "You're dead!"I could hear the shock and disbelief in his voice. But all I could do was chuckle."Seems I must have resurrected then." I joked."If this is a prank I advise that you stop it immediately or I call the police." Marcus hissed sternly."Marcus is me, Tania. It's not a prank." I tell him. "Oh Tania! My sweet girl." Marcus cooed joyfully. "I have missed you so much.""I have missed you too." I replied as my excitement opened my tear glands."Where are you? What happened to you? I looked for you everywhere. I went to the police and went to every hospital. You were nowhe
Ivan||Tania always looked so gloomy, like an approaching storm but today, I could almost see the cackles of lightning around her.The newspaper article from yesterday had really messed with her feelings and I was the one on the receiving end of it.She had not replied to my greetings this morning even though I could tell she had been awake by the rise and fall of her blanket as she breathed.And when it was time for me to leave for work, she had only left me a grunt as a reply to my goodbye without even casting me a glance. It was as if I was an annoying bug she wished she could swat away.I hated seeing her this way not because it made her grumpy and ignore me but because her hurt was my hurt...As crazy as that seemed.It was strange and difficult to admit but for the first time in my life, I was concerned about the feelings of a woman. All my life, women have been more like playthings to me. Fancy little toys I got bored of and discarded, moving onto another.Yet with Tania it wa