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Lilliana’s POV

It’s been five days and I’m still unable to get everything Nikolai said to me out of my head. It kept ringing in my mind and it felt like something I was supposed to act on but even if I wanted to, there’s no way I’d be able to.

Five days ago, Nikolai was all over me. He was very sweet and his actions never changed throughout the entire day. The fact that he didn’t get mad at me for doing absolutely nothing was surprising and for a moment I thought that everything had changed.

I thought that he was finally bringing himself to accept his feelings for me just because of that one confession, it wasn’t just a confession to me, it was everything.

Everything I needed to know that Nikolai loved me, an assurance that there were feelings for me growing inside of him, feelings so strong that even he couldn’t ignore.

I couldn’t get any work done because of him, he was all over me and we spent the entire day in my room, in each other’s arms. It was so perfect, so beautiful that it