LaraAshton’s lips curl by the corners. “Is that an invitation?”“What do you think?”He chuckles. “There she is—the girl without a filter, but don’t worry—” he gets up from the chair. “Your words will be replaced by moans soon enough.”With a smirk, he walks over to the edge of my bed, pulling his shirt over his head in one swift motion. His tattooed torso is on display for me, and I can’t help but admire how his muscles flex with each movement. He crawls over my legs, his hot gaze never leaving mine. The look of desire in his eyes has me gasping for air. I’m captivated by him, and my heart beats like a war drum when his face is between my legs.“Take off your panties and get rid of the covers, Lara. If you want this, you can’t keep hiding from me.”With trembling fingers, I pull my underwear down, the cotton fabric sliding over my knees and down to my feet. I kick it away, feeling bare and exposed under his intense gaze. The duvet is next, and as I push it away, a cool rush of air m
LaraI’m trembling as I walk down the staircase. I can hear Sally and Ryan laughing inside the kitchen. They have probably made breakfast for me already, and guilt gnaws at me.What happened on the night of my birthday has changed everything. I’m a slut now. No matter how hot and handsome he was in my room yesterday, I shouldn’t have slept with my best friend’s ex-mate. It was wrong.…or was it?Sally is perfectly happy with Ryan. He is her second chance mate, just like I’m Ashton’s second chance mate. So, is it really a crime for me to be drawn to him? He is also my Alpha—I’m naturally drawn to him.“Lara?” Sally calls my name. “Do you want pancakes? There are some left.”I walk inside the kitchen, and my heart thuds inside my chest. Sally isn’t a mind-reader, so she won’t figure out what’s going on unless I tell her, but her mate…My eyes meet the red ones belonging to Ryan. He shoots me a friendly smile, and under normal circumstances, I would grin like the Cheshire Cat himself. I’
Ashton I don’t know who I am anymore. Karma has eaten me up and spit me out alive, and the person left is a stranger, even in my own eyes. I used to be so strong and confident—now I’m a ghost of the man I used to be. If I ever were a man at all... I sigh and rub my eyes under the shower jet. I’ve made so many mistakes this year. I rejected my first mate and forced her to have an abortion. My reason is so stupid. I thought it was what my father would have wanted—it probably was, but that shouldn’t have mattered. Sally’s position as the pack’s Omega shouldn’t have mattered. I shouldn’t have destroyed everything we had simply because I thought our child wasn’t worthy of becoming the next Alpha. I’m such a coward… Then, as if those mistakes weren’t enough, I found Blair—a strong werewolf my father would have liked. We had a baby, and even though she drank and was busy destroying herself during our last time together, it was fine because I loved our baby, Gwyneth. She changed me and ma
Lara“Look at the cake!” I exclaim and look at Lydia and Sally in excitement. “Isn’t it wonderful?!”“Beautiful!” Sally says. She is sitting by the table. Her heavily pregnant belly makes it difficult for her to do much, but she still insisted on helping us bake.“It’s perfect!” Lydia says, clapping her hands together. “You did an amazing job on the frosting, Lara.”“Thanks,” I reply, grinning from ear to ear. “Couldn’t have done it without you two.”Just then, Ryan walks into the kitchen with a wide smile on his face. He strides over to Lydia and kisses her cheek tenderly before turning to me. “Happy birthday, Lara!”“Thank you, Ryan!” I beam at him as warmth spreads through my chest.Our little group feels like a family, and being surrounded by people who care about me means so much. But even in this happy moment, I can’t help but feel a pang of sadness that Ashton isn’t here with us. No one knows he is my mate, and I don’t plan on telling them, but…I really wish he was here.“Time t
Ashton Dearest moon goddess, I know I’ve been a bad person, but how long should I suffer? I’m so mentally tired that it’s not even funny. Today, after the longest meeting with the elders, I saw Seth and Blair at the store. I don’t care about them being happy, but what broke me was that Gwyneth made eye contact with me and reached out her arms, almost as if she wanted me to hug her. How am I supposed to ignore that and pretend everything is fine? Seeing her so sad and being unable to hold her broke me. “Ashton?” I look up from the bathtub. Lara is looking at me funny. “Sorry,” I say. “Did you say something?” “I asked if the water was still smoking hot.” “No... it’s perfect,” I hand her a tired smile. I’m incredibly lost, yet I’m hoping she won’t see through my facade. No one should be allowed to see me this vulnerable. I’m the Alpha of my pack, not some weakling in need of a hug. …even if a hug sounds wonderful right now. “Ashton, you’re shivering.” “Not because of the water…
Lara I follow Ashton out of the bathroom, staring at his wide back and beautiful muscles. Are we really about to share a bed? I know it’s not the most intimate thing we have done - he has given me head - yet this feels like the most romantic setting we have been in. “Do your friends know that we are mates?” Ashton asks as he opens a drawer on the side of the bed to take out a pair of gray boxers. I try not to stare at his butt when he takes off the towel wrapped around his slim waist. It’s hard, yet I somehow manage to focus my eyes on the window. “No, I…I haven’t told anyone.” Will that anger him? I look up at Ashton when he turns around. His face is expressionless. “I don’t blame you. If I were you, I wouldn’t want my friends to know I was your fated mate, either. I’m probably not popular in their eyes.” “N-no, that’s not it,” I breathe a laugh. “I’m just a bit concerned about…” I trail off, but Ashton isn’t an idiot. He gives a slow nod. “You’re worried that Sally is going to
LaraMy lips form a smile. “Just shut up and kiss me already. Also, get rid of those clothes!”He lifts a questioning eyebrow. “Excuse me, but you’re the one still wearing my towel robe.”I blink at him. The audacity! I glare at him before I realize I must admit my defeat if I want his wiener deep inside of me. “Fair enough.”With a seductive glint in my eye, I bend forward in the bed, letting the robe that was barely covering my body fall to my feet. It feels unsexy to kick it away, but Ashton’s sharp intake of breath doesn’t go unnoticed by me. My confidence blooms as his eyes roam over my body, taking in every curve and every edge of my lithe body.So, the Alpha likes me, huh?A subtle heat creeps onto my cheeks, but I can’t help but love the way his gaze makes me feel. In his eyes, I’m a desired woman, not just a ‘friend with certain benefits.’ No, I’m an object of his desire.Finally finding it in me to break the silence, I place a hand on my hip. “Your turn,” I purr, gesturing to
Lara Hours later, I wake up to my alarm blasting music from Ashton’s bedside table. It’s daylight, and I oink like a pig before my breathing returns to normal after snoring all night. Gosh, how embarrassing. Did I bother Ashton? I look at him, sleeping peacefully, his face relaxed. His strong arms are still wrapped around me, holding me tightly to his chest. A soft snore escapes his lips, and I can’t help but giggle softly. He is so cute—a total catch. I wonder if Ashton was popular back in high school. Probably. He was presumably involved with some sport since he is built like an Alpha. His face is also incredibly beautiful, almost feminine, since his eyelashes are so long. I keep daydreaming about him until I realize that I should be getting dressed. My alarm goes off at eight—I have to hurry and wake up Ashton so we aren’t late for the early combat training he holds every morning. “Hey!” I shake him awake, or at least I try. “We must get up, or we will be late for the combat t