Chapter 8

I woke up today with a weird feeling. Something in the back of my mind keeps nagging at me that Something bad is going to happen. What that bad thing is, I don't know. So here I am laying in my bed and staring at the white ceiling. Numerous thoughts is running through my mind.

It's been nine whole months since my parents died and I have been pushing thoughts of them away so I won't break down and cry. My life is flashing through my head. How did I end up here? It took just a few months for someone to turn my world upside down and no it's not for the better. Living with Tyler and Matt is not easy they are ruthless to anyone who disobeys them and I, I was turned into a killer. I don't know how I feel about that or if I even want to feel anything about it. It's just to difficult to think about it so instead I push my feelings away. I'm a mess inside but I won't show it to anyone that will make me weak especially in this new world I was forced to live in. The only thing that keeps me going