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Chapter 10
I was running away from that place. From his company. I don't know what I've done wrong this time. Basta ang alam ko ay kailangan kong tumakbo. I need to run away from him. From them. I don't know what to think now. Halos hindi na rin maampat ang mga luha ko. I feel like I just need to cry to rest.
"Lilly stop." Ace shouted but my feet can't stop running away. And then Ace pulled me. I don't know why didn't I protest.
"Napapagod na ako kakaintindi. Feeling ko sobrang mali ako lagi. Lahat na lang ng bagay" I whisper. He just hush me while I am crying into his shoulder.
"Hindi naman ikaw yung mali. Sadyang may mga bagay lang na hindi na pwedeng ipilit kahit na kaya pa. Kaya mo pa ba?" tango lang ang naibigay ko sa kaniya habang pilit na inaayos ang sarili ko. Pinahid ko ang luha ko bago sa kaniya ngumiti at nag lakad paalis doon.
I need to go home. I want to go home.
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The Substitute Chapter 11
"So masarap ba siya?" Iyon agad ang tanong ko sa kakambal ko ng makita ko siya na pumasok sa bahay. May hawak siyang isang papel."Oo naman. We just make love—""One round. Is one round enough for you?" I asked her again while I am arranging something in the table."One or two is not important —""It is." muli kong pag putol sa kaniya. "We made love 5 times after he got home. Ikaw isang beses lang ako hindi. See the difference Rose. Ako kahit ilan ikaw isa lang. Did he moan loud in that room Rose? He moan more louder while he was thrusting inside me" I told her that. Para naman siyang isang batong hindi makagalaw sa kinatatayuan niya."How dare you!""Oh how dare you too. He was my husband. You're just his past time""I am his girlfriend.""I am the wife." I told her harshly too habang matalim
The Substitute Chapter 12
"Ako na." I told him habang pumipili ng damit niya. Kanina pa siya nasa loob ng kwarto pero hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin niya alam ang susuotin."Saan ba tayo pupunta?" He asked me. Nangunot ang noo ko sa tanong na iyon bago ko siya pinitik."Idea mo ang date na ito tapos tatanungin mo ako. Oh come on. Pag sa kapatid ko nga alam na alam mo kung saan dapat mag date diva" I said before rolling my eyes."Sa kama—"Dahil sa gulat ay naihampas ko sa kaniya ang hawak kong damit. Ilang beses ko pa siyang hinampas bago ako tuluyang tumigil."Aray masakit yun. Totoo naman kasi talaga. Pag kami ang mag kasama ng kapatid mo nasa loob lang kami ng bahay""Edi dito na lang tayo. Forgot that you and my sister have an issue to solve. Go on fuck her I don't care. Kayo rin ang mag solve ng problema ninyong dalawa." Inis na inis kong ani bago ako na
The Substitute Chapter 13
Pabalik-balik ako sa loob ng kwarto ko habang suot pa rin ang robe. Kakatapos ko lamang maligo pero feeling ko kailangan ko pang maligo ulit. Pinagpapawisan ako dahil sa kakaisip ng kung ano ba talaga ang nangyayari. I didn't want to confront him. To asked him. But I need to apologize on what happened last night. I won't asked for sorry because of the thing I didn't remember. I just want to asked sorry for not saying where I am last night. But how did he found me if I didn't tell him where I am. I am still confuse while walking back and forth.Nagulat pa ako dahil sa biglang pag bukas ng pinto. It was him who open the door. Wearing just a plain shirt and a pants."Mag bihis ka na at aalis tayo" he said in his low voice. My mouth fell open while looking at him."Ngayon? Bakit?" I immediately asked him that but he just stare at me before closing my door. Agad naman akong napatakbo sa loob ng closet ko at nag hanap ng masusuot. I just wear a plain
The Substitute Chapter 14
"Ano ba! Sabi ng bitaw eh. Didn't you hear me. Bitawan mo ko." I shouted at him habang pilit na inaalis sa pag kakahawak ang kamay niya. Masyado na itong mahigpit habang pilit akong inaalis doon."How dare you to flirt that man""How dare you too to fuck my sister. Aren't we fair? Your flirting my sister, fucking her, claiming her. Eh ako that was just a dance Dale!" I shouted at him too habang hingal-hingal. Doon niya lamang nabitawan ang kamay ko bago ako tinignan ng masama."It's your fault that you marry me!" pag duro niya sa akin pero tinabig ko lang iyon."Really? Maybe I want to be your wife but it's my sister's decision why I ended up your wife. Didn't you know that she's loving another man. That he's dating someone other than you. That he plan this para mapa ikot kayo. Ang tanga niyo!" I shouted at him. But I only receive a slap coming from him. But instead of going berser
The Substitute Chapter 15
It was nearly morning when I hear my husband shouting. While throwing everything he saw and touch. Agad naman akong bumaba dahil doon. Nataranta naman ako ng makita ko siyang nakahandusay sa sahig habang nag kalat ang mga basag na gamit. I run towards him and try to help him to stand up but he pushes me.I can feel that something wounded me when I try to prevent myself from falling on the floor. And I saw a part of the vase that was in my hand. Maliit lang iyon pero mahapdi.Pero hindi ako umalis doon. I help him again but he pushes me again."Rose" he shouted while walking. Pilit ko namang inaalis siya sa mga dadaanan niyang bubog pero hindi siya nakinig."Dale stop. Wala siya dito." I told him but he didn't listen. He continue to shout and find my sister but I continue to stop him."Rose. Where are you Rose. Please Rose come back. Rose I need you!" he shouted again that makes me stop and let go of his hand. Pinahid ko muna
The Substitute Chapter 16
It was nearly morning when I feel that I'm cold. I stand up to close the aircon but I feel dizzy while doing so. Ni hindi ko nga nakayanang makatayo ng matagal because I'm always ending up laying down my bed. My head is spinning and I don't know why I want to vomit. My head aches and I'm shivering. Wala akong nagawa kundi ang pumasok sa kumot ko habang nginig na nginig. I can't take it. I don't know why did I ended up sick even I bathe after that rain.Sa ganoong sitwasyon ako naabutan ni manang. Nanginginig habang pilit na isinisiksik ang sarili sa kumot ko na alam ko namang kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi maiibsan ang lamig na nararamdaman ko."Ayos ka lang ba?" Manang asked but I can't answer her. She touches my head and run out of my room calling my husband's name."Dale! Dale. Dale ang taas ng lagnat ng asawa mo. Dale" pag tawag niya kay Dale. And after that
The Substitute Chapter 17
I wake up in my bed while my head is aching. I'm still cold but I can bear it now. I saw my husband was holding my hand habang naka office attire pa. I tried to wake him up but I ended up looking at him while sleeping. I look at my hand and found that I have an IV. I look around for any possible person near us but I couldn't see one.The door cracked and I saw manang walking inside having a tray on her hand. She look at me before smiling."Gising ka na. Buti naman. Isang araw kang tulog eh" aniya sa akin bago nilapag ang tray ng pagkain sa side table. She wake Dale's up in a slight way.Nakita ko ang pag angat ng ulo niya bago pumungas-pungas.I tried to sit up but I can't. Sobrang hirap umupo dahil sa sakit ng ulo ko. I hold my head when it spins but Dale help me out bago kinuha ang tray ng sopas at hinihipan iyon."I can eat alone" I told him kahit na alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ko kaya. Na masyado akong mahin
The Substitute Chapter 18
"Masaya ka bang naagaw mo na siya?" It was my mom who was with me in the house. Literal na binisita niya ako para lamang dito."Mom""Don't you dare call me mom. You're not my daughter""Kakambal niya ako so I'm your daughter too""You're not my daughter!" She shouted at me. You're not my daughter and you'll never be I don't like you. I don't want you!""Why?" I shouted at her, "Kasi naalala mo sa akin ang sarili mo. Naalala mo sa akin ang mga bagay na nangyari sayo. You should understand me because you've been there mom" I continue."I hate it. I hate it because one of my child do the same mistake I've done before. That your fucking love let you ended in that place. Hindi mo ba nakita ang nangyari sa akin. Your father don't want me!""And is that my fault? It's wasn't me mom it's you! We are working our marriage while you stop the time you got my father!" And there I receive a slap.But instead of of crying let my
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