Zyxhiaxy I decided to take a shower to calm myself; the face of Styx was lingering in my mind, and I couldn't help but groan when the heat started to eat my entire being.I almost rolled my eyes while water started to come into contact with my bare skin. I almost had sex with Styx! And I fucking responded to his kiss, and the worst is that I begged him to touch me.After cleaning myself, I brush my teeth and do my skincare routine. Until I put the mask on my face, I could still feel the heat on my face from our scene earlier. It's a good thing that his secretary called, so what should not have happened was prevented.I lay down on the big bed to rest, but I was still surprised by the events earlier. I felt my lips still on Styx's. My face turned red again. I fucking hate myself because I let him see me in that state. I should be happy because I knew I was already in the middle of my plans, but I couldn't help feeling nervous while recalling how I reacted to his stares. His dark eyes
Zyxhiaxy "Are you sure you're okay staying there?" Duex asked on the other line. I fixed my messy hair because of the strong wind, and even though he couldn't see, I still managed to nod."I think I need a break first, and besides, Styx wasn't that threat to us; he was even willing to give me all his shares last night." I laughed.I heard his sigh on the other line. "Do you think he's still clueless about our plans?" My forehead creased before I walked to my couch and played with the remote control.I thought. "Yes...?" I'm not sure."I mean yes! I was doing great, so I was so sure he still has no clue about our real agenda. He may not be dumb but a little stupid." I laughed as I remembered what Styx and I talked about last night. I don't know if he is really serious about transferring shares to me or if he is just joking. When he does that, his downfall will be facilitated. I don't have to work hard to steal everything he has from him because he gives it to me himself, but that wasn
Zyxhiaxy It took us half an hour to travel across the other island, the sun was not that hot so I enjoyed the breeze and the view. Styx often asked me if I was okay but I just always nodded as a reply.I don't feel like talking and talking to him. I just want to finish this trip and attend the ground-breaking ceremony and go home. I don't want to see him now. I feel like everything has come back to me and I can't wait to see him all right despite the suffering I'm secretly carrying."Are you sure you're okay?" he asked while we were walking on the beach sand. I see the site from where we are standing. There were a lot of people there and almost everything was ready, even the small stage that was prepared for them to perform there. I bit the inside of my cheeks and Styx caressed my arm. When I got off, I immediately let go of his hand, even though he kept his promise that he would not let go of my hand while we were on the boat, I feel like it was a sin to let him cling to me."Do you
Zyxhiaxy I remained blank, looking outside, as I thought about my next steps. My heart is still beating fast and hasn't calmed down.How did he know about my plans? I don't even know him. His stares that made me uncomfortable and uneasy during our conversation creep me out.I clenched my jaw as tears started to pool in my eyes. I tried my best to calm myself, but it didn't work. No matter what I do, I still can't calm myself down. I don't know what to feel. Mixed up, I want to be scared, angry, and irritated. That man knows everything about my plan.[Flashback] "So... are we just doing a staring contest here, Ms. Xedler?" I clenched my fist before letting out a heavy sigh.I remained emotionless. "What are you doing here?" He chuckled before putting my gun down beside the table."This is my office. What am I supposed to do here?""Get out!" I gritted my teeth. "Or I'll fire you?"I stepped back when he stood up. His eyes were looking at me intently, as if he were seeking something i
Zyxhiaxy I'm restless knowing that Styx is just in the other room. I couldn't even go out because I knew he was there. I do not know what to do! It's like I'm still ashamed of my own house!It's annoying because out of the two of us, I should be the one who doesn't feel awkward; he's the one who suddenly came in here and just said he's going to stay here. It's annoying, but I can't help being quietly happy.I teased my hair before letting out a deep breath. I looked in the mirror again and checked to see if I looked good. I just wore a white t-shirt and cotton shorts for sleeping. I didn't bother to put on makeup because it was already dark.I turned the door lock and went out. I slowly peeked at the door of Styx's room; it was closed. I silently celebrated, but I stopped when I heard footsteps. I swallowed several times and looked behind me. Styx was towering over me with his broad shoulders and hard chest. His eyes were still dark, and his face was frowning."Where are you going?"
ZyxhiaxyPeople will say that every person deserves a second chance. It was easy to say, but that would never be easy for me to do. I grew up alone in life, and even though Mama was there, she didn't make me feel like her daughter.If forgiveness is easy, why are so many people still unable to get past their past? If it were that easy, the hearts of many would be free. Is it that hard for others to understand that not everyone is capable of forgiveness?I will admit that I have sinned once and asked for someone's forgiveness. Sometimes it was too difficult for me to do that, but now there is no more room in my heart for forgiveness.My stone heart couldn't afford forgiveness. I want to see them cry in pain. I want to see them wrecked and miserable. I want to see them kneeling while their hands are clasped. I want to see them carry the pain that I inflicted."Zy, I hope you won't destroy the plan we made. It's not easy to get to where you are now. Do you think you can do it again if yo
ZyxhiaxyThe next morning, I woke up still in Styx's arms. I smiled and caressed his soft cheeks. He was sleeping soundly, and his peaceful face was attractive. His arms were wrapped around my waist as if I would disappear at any moment.I smiled when he groaned and buried his face in my neck. He smelled it a little and touched his lips, so I knew he was awake."Styx," I whispered when he started pinching my waist in a way that sent shivers down my spine."Hmmm?" he hummed and continued kissing my neck."Let's get up, ahhh!" I couldn't stop moaning when he sucked my skin there. He happily moved his face away from my neck and faced me. I frowned at his gentle face."Good morning, love."I can't help smiling. We used to be like this; every time we woke up early, we went to the kitchen together, and he cooked breakfast for me. After that, I will prepare what he will wear to work, and I myself will be the one to wear his necktie. I couldn't help but smile bitterly. I shouldn't worry about
ZyxhiaxyIt wasn't easy for me to convince Styx not to go with me. He insisted several times on going with me, but I didn't agree either. No matter what he does, he can't see Engineer Drylto and me together.I drove quickly to go to the address of the coffee shop the man gave me. I didn't even get there when I noticed that my cellphone was lit up and saw that he was calling.I sighed before answering his call. It was easy for me to talk to him because my phone was connected to the car's speaker."Hey, Ms. Xedler, do you intend to make me wait here all day?" he opened.Turned the steering wheel before answering. I'm almost at the address. "Just wait for me, asshole."His irritating laugh is repeated again. Annoyed, I stepped on the accelerator to speed up."Okay. Safe driving, my lady."I don't know why I'm talking at that idiot. Last night, before I went to Styx, he called to let me know that he would help me with my plan. I'm not that dumb to trust him, but I guess I had a hint of wh