Crazy insecurities

Lindsay;

When I got back to my car, I broke down into tears. I couldn't bear the pain in my chest anymore. I hit my hand hard on the steering wheel in anger. I didn't care if I ruined it. I hated Asher too much and I didn't care if I got rid of his favorite car.

After crying my eyes out, I started the car and drove off. I remembered I had promised Shaun I was going to show up at his house. At least something good could happen to me that day.

I drove back to the house. My bad bitch era was over. I had to put on some makeup before going to Shaun's house. Tons of foundation to cover up the disaster on my face. I couldn't show up in Shaun's house like I fought in world war 3.

I didn't take my dress off. The only thing I did was put makeup on. I didn't bother doing anything to my hair because it was already spruced up.

After making sure I had covered all the scars on my face, I left the house. But this time I didn't take Asher's car. There was no need for that.

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I had never been nervo