I was running out of the packhouse and I knew with the way I was running people would either think I am crazy or they would be worried that something happened to me, but right at this moment I didn't care nothing else mattered because I wasn't able to process anything. I have tried my best to not get emotional about anything, but every time there was something or the other that made me lose my calm. I wouldn't allow him to take my innocence, not after everything he had done, he doesn't want me and I wouldn't allow him to use me. I have worked so hard to stay strong and he ruined everything in a moment making me feel weak. I was starting to head in a direction to hate myself for not being the way everyone wanted me to but every time I did, I would recall Dylan's words. He always said that I wouldn't be myself if I lived my life the way everyone wanted me to and I can't live my life peacefully if I was deceiving myself by trying to do something or someone I wasn't. I came to a stop look
Colton I was currently standing in front of Darcy who was looking at me with a blank expression on her face. I have followed her to the river near the mountains which was located between our packs. A month has passed since Darcy and I marked each other, she has tried everything to make sure she avoids me and that was pissing me off. Alex was already mad at me, he was trying to take control every freaking second since the night I first had sex with Rina, I have learned to have to good hold and to not lose control to my wolf during my training at the Alpha Academy so he wasn't able to come forward and do anything. I couldn't mate with Rina and I pull out of her every time we have sex because I have already marked Darcy and if Rina was to get pregnant with my child he would not be titled as the next in line and things would become more painful for her and our pup. I don't want that, I don't want to be with Darcy but the pull of the mate bond is making things more complicated than they al
Darcy I wanted peace in life, but it seems like that is far away from my reach because every time I try to get some moments of peace it is interrupted by some one or the other. I had only reached the river and was starting to enjoy the feel of the cold river water when I heard heavy approaching footsteps, I sighed turning to come face to face with the one and only Colton. He was looking as pissed as ever, I looked at him with my face void of any expression, he walked to where I was sitting and sat down beside me. He looked ahead, I was wondering what he wanted to say now, hasn't he said and done enough already? I wanted to ask him to leave me alone but I didn't know how to start the conversation. He cleared his throat, getting my attention as he looked at me with an expressionless face and I stared straight in his eyes because I wasn't afraid of him. He said he wanted to talk and I asked him to leave me alone. I asked him to reject me and live his life happily with Pat because that i
Colton After returning to the packhouse I locked myself in my office, I was thinking about whatever Darcy said and I knew what she said was right. I might become selfish and hurt Darcy because the Moon Goddess chose her as my mate but I can't let my selfishness hurt my pups. Growing up they would either start hating me for disrespecting their mother or they would stop believing in mates, they might intentionally abuse their mates because they saw me doing it to their mother. I have to find a way to solve this problem, I might have to make a decision I have been dreading to take, I love Rina but I can't take her as my mate, Darcy is my mate but I don't love her because I always loved Rina and wished for her to me mate. Now that things have changed so much, I don't know what would be the right thing to do. I was really tired and everything has become so stressful. 'You have made things stressful' Alex mumbled in my head. 'And how did I do that?' I asked and he rolled his eyes. 'Can y
Darcy I was sleeping peacefully in the terrace garden after my discussion with mom, dad and Lavi. I was feeling at peace with the earthy and natural flowery fragrance but like every other time my peace was disturbed by someone. I felt a presence beside me before I felt someone's hand on my face and I woke up startled only to find Colton looking at me. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Umm--- I wanted to talk to you" he replied. "We have already talked enough about things it's now time to make decisions if you reject me it will only be me who will be hurt and you would be able to live peacefully" I said and he continued to look at me he took a deep breath then looked down as if gathering himself after a few moments he looked up at me. "You are right, it's time to make decisions. I thought about everything you said, I was having an internal argument about whether or not I should let you reject me. I have decided that I am not rejecting you" he said and I shook my head in denial. "No,
Patrina I can't believe this, how can he do this to me? After the long relationship we shared, he just walked out on me saying he can't go against the law. He didn't even try to fight to stay with me and how did he suddenly changed his mind, I am sure it has something to with that stupid bitch I call my friend Darcy. It has to be her or Colt wouldn't have done this to me, I have faced so much humiliation at the hands of his family just to be with him, he knows that how can he leave me alone. I am not going to leave that bitch, I am going to teach her a lesson she will remember for her entire life. I told her to stay away from Colt but she didn't listen to me and now she will face the consequences. I wiped my tears and got up from where I was talking to Colt. I saw him going in the direction of the terrace garden and I followed him there only to see him kissing Darcy. I can't believe this, he said he loved and now he was kissing his mate as if I wasn't even there in his life. I felt m
Darcy It has been a month since we had a fresh start, things have been better so far. We have not completed the mating yet, but we were still happy with how things were progressing. Everyone at the house has been very happy and Dylan has been at peace since he spoke to Lavi to confirm if we were really doing good. He is very busy nowadays and barely gets any time to speak except for a weekend where he is not training. I can't believe that I am actually happy with my mate, Colton would sometimes sneak it to surprise me with little things, I know he is making an effort and I am happy about it, I haven't felt the pain in the last month at all and we have been spending as much time together as possible. He would steal kisses every opportunity he gets and then tease me about it making blush. Pat has been really very closed off, I had tried to speak to her because she is my friend and I don't want her to live her life being sad. She still has her chance in happiness but she is adamant that
Time literally flies because a week has passed and it's finally Christmas. I have worked hard to make sure everything is perfect because it is the first event I have organized as the Queen and I am nervous about what everyone will think about it. Today is a special day because it's also Lavi's birthday and I don't want to mess up anything or spoil her special day. Colton has been very busy with work because he wanted to wrap up everything to make sure he spends the holidays with me and our family. Yes, for the first time I can say I have a family, everyone here loves me, I can't say Colton loves me yet but we are slowly getting there. I am really happy and content with my life right now because I have everything I wanted, I just wish Patrina could accept the truth and come along. I have followed Colton's advice and I haven't tried to contact her, she has also kept her distance from everyone. It's only her father that keeps glaring at me. I feel quite uncomfortable in his gaze and I do