Chapter 27

I was running out of the packhouse and I knew with the way I was running people would either think I am crazy or they would be worried that something happened to me, but right at this moment I didn't care nothing else mattered because I wasn't able to process anything. I have tried my best to not get emotional about anything, but every time there was something or the other that made me lose my calm. I wouldn't allow him to take my innocence, not after everything he had done, he doesn't want me and I wouldn't allow him to use me. I have worked so hard to stay strong and he ruined everything in a moment making me feel weak.

I was starting to head in a direction to hate myself for not being the way everyone wanted me to but every time I did, I would recall Dylan's words. He always said that I wouldn't be myself if I lived my life the way everyone wanted me to and I can't live my life peacefully if I was deceiving myself by trying to do something or someone I wasn't. I came to a stop look