45. Begging and wanting

CHAPTER 45

***WARNING!***

(Mature contents included, read at your risk)

AIDEN''S POV

I let out a frustrated growl as my wolf wouldn't let me breathe, throwing balls and tantrums for letting her cry.

I was just so angry for letting out such a suggestion, I'm too eager to see her old self and I'm mad at myself for reacting this way too.

I shouldn't care, after all, I never liked Tahira but damn!

I just missed her attitude, I wanted her at all times and I wasn't concentrating one bit on Black Crystal.

My heart twisted in pain and my wolf had given a loud wincing howl which I didn't understand.

I felt jealous even when she wasn't there and all I could think of was the possibility of Seven touching her or Tahira herself touching him.

I've never felt so restless, so angry with my mother Seven, and myself.

I even opted to meet Beatrice at the White Cave to try and regain my sanity but I didn't.

I wanted to be with Tahira and it was nothing compared to what I feel with Beatrice whom I've sta