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Chapter 40 - Meet the parents
We get home around 5 pm. We dropped Lana off first and then now Zach and Leo are dropping me off. Leo pulls into my drive way and parks the car. The front door opens and my father walks out. My mother follows shortly after. We get out of the car and greet them, Leo shakes my father’s hand and then he moves to the boot to take out my bags. Zach goes with him and they help each other out.
“How was the trip?” My dad asks me but he’s looking at Leo. They walk back to where I’m standing with my parents. I’m nervous about Leo meeting my parents
“It was incredible.” Zach and Leo say at the same time.
“Good. Well we’re happy you got home safely.” Dad says looking at me but that doesn’t last, his eyes move back to Leo. Why is he acting like this? He usually doesn’t give this much attention to boys I bring around the house. He didn’t give Zach a second the first, second
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