Feels Like Nothing

Liam POV

Jax came home with guests and it put me in a fowl mood. I was already fuming how Riley denied me and now watching them all candidly speak as friends had my jealousy through the roof. I wanted to be with them, especially Jax and Riley, but I couldn't let go of this fear inside me.

Jack spoke a long while with Barry after dinner too. I had a feeling he was going to choose him as our lead Delta. Another one of my pack members that is already too attached to Riley.

I couldn't find sleep easily, especially knowing she was wrapped in Jax's arms, and I was here by myself. It was better this way though. I had an entire pack to protect and not a single clue how with all this weird shit going on.

All month I stomped around the pack house in a bad mood. Lindsey was the only one that spoke to me as the others were too afraid. I wanted to take her body to release this tension inside me, but my desire for Jax and Riley was greater. I was going to explode and now I was beyond pissed Riley ga