Chapter 20

" Their are more pages of this, " Steve exclaimed and I looked up in time to see a glint of sadness in his eyes,  an emotion that disappeared as soon as it came.

Looking down I knit my fingers together and slammed my eyes shut as guilt and shame washed over me. 

" Don't  hate me please, " I whispered lowering my gaze and orbs to avoid meeting his stare. I could feel his eyes burning bright like flaming torches pierced through me. 

" I think right now they have finished processing your discharge papers," he said looking away staring at the blue sky. 

I tightened my hold on my diary afraid of opening it. I never read an entry I had written twice and he probably read some pages.

" I'm sorry about your diary,  I thought I would hold it for you,  because it seemed to me you wouldn't be happy if someone else found it."

"How do you wake up everyday and walk around like you are okay? "he asked his eyes dull as dar