When we finally arrived in Los Angeles something happened in the middle of the flight and I ended up talking the whole trip with Ronan and we ended up exchanging phone numbers. And in this crazy vacation out of time I got to know a nice guy that did me a lot of good. I liked having made friends with him but the one who didn't like this at all was my father who soon became jealous.
"Daughter, you have barely met this guy and you are already going out with him? - Dad, relax, he's going on a tour of the city!"I wanted to do this with you, but I see you already have company, right? - "Dad, there's nothing to it, we've got a lot to do, go sort out your life with your wife and then we'll have fun!"I could see that my father was sad but there would still be many more moments like this when we would be able to have fun just the two of us. It was very complicated now that my stepmother was so jealous that we couldn't even be a family that she thought my father was ignoring her, so I preferred to go out with Ronan than with them. Really this life of mine is not easy at all, even with unrequited love and a completely crazy family.I left my things in my suitcase and left as soon as Ronan called me saying that he was already coming to pick me up. I confess that I felt a cold in my stomach, it was strange because I only felt this way when I met Brian.As soon as I saw him my heart seemed to go out of my mouth after three years to feel this all over again and something completely strange."You came I thought you weren't going to accept my invitation you know Ana?""But why not? We met in a very strange way and now we can be friends during these 15 days that I will spend here!"Wow, and I can say that it's fate because I will also stay 15 days and I'm here on business."Lies Ronan?""And seriously Ana!""I'm going to need some company and my father and stepmother need a second honeymoon and that's what I think."Don't worry I can be yours during these days and if you want later what do you think?"I appreciate it but I don't want to have any relationship other than friendship, I'm sorry Ronan!"It's okay, I'm happy with your friendship. What do you say we go out to dinner?"It will be a pleasure!"I and my new friend enjoyed every moment of this trip already arriving at the end my father and stepmother followed us and it was great fun never felt so good like this and everything that made me unhappy was disappearing little by little . But not everything is forever and the day came to leave and return to my home where I knew that my mother and my new stepfather were waiting for me just thinking gave me a chill in the stomach."And daughter, the time has come unfortunately never forget that I love you!"Dad, I'm not going to die I'm just going back to live with my mother however if I and do not like my second father and come to your each all right?"And of course you will, after all you are my daughter!Really every goodbye is painful but this was not the end. And soon I realized that my father was my hero and this made me understand that I also loved him even if it felt a little crazy but it was my father.Only those who go through know how painful it is to drop your whole history just like that out of nowhere Just my mother didn't have much conversation just hope we can get along after long years away."Daughter, when you are ready let me know!I was packing my things very slowly when I received a phone call from mom and it was no less telling me that she had already arrived and was waiting for me. While I was happy to see her after years I felt a sadness because my father was sad, also the days wanted my presence there at the same time.I said goodbye to Ronan without knowing if I would meet him again and I confess that I felt like staying with him, but I preferred not because maybe this could later be very complicated for him to understand that wanting to stay is not dating. My father and I with my stepmother went back to Colorado, USA to my reality and finally go back to live with my mother and something strange after many years without her."Daughter, if you want to stay with daddy you can always stay you will have a place both in my house and in my heart.""Dad, if it's not right for me to stay at home, I'll stay here, but understand that I miss Mom, even though she is very annoying."I know I'm going to miss waking you up every day to go to college, you know that?"Look, I promise that every 15days I will stay here with you, all right? Now we have to go, my mom has already called me about 10 times asking if you are arriving?"After a few hours of travel we arrived and soon saw my mother at the airport waiting for me. What a strange feeling, but after all it was my mother and I was very happy to have her here again with this new phase in which she is complicated. i have words to say to her if maybe she's waiting for me to say i love and i'm happy that's lying to myself and her. I could expect anything but that!It is strange to know that she is now married but I have to accept it after all it must not be so bad to accept one more person in our lives."Ana my daughter looks beautiful, she looks like a princess." "Mom, less, right, we are in public and you treat me like this, I look like a baby, spare me this shame!" "Come on, then I'll just thank your father for taking care of you during the time I was away. "And the least, right, Mom is changing the subject, where is your mysterious husband in? "You'll see him when we get home!" I said goodbye to my father and I could see how much he didn't want me to move back in with my mother. During the time we spent together I got to know him better and found out what an amazing guy he was, because he was totally the opposite of what my mother had said. On the way I tried to ask my mother why she was holding back so much to reveal who my stepfather was, but she said nothing, she kept quiet all the way home. "How nice to be home, isn't it Mom?" "Yes, Ana I missed you a lot, now everything will be different, I promise!" My mother was very strange, but anyway, when I opened the d
"Ana, I honestly don't believe that Brian will have the guts to show up after all he's done to you, he's making a mountain out of a molehill just because your mother married his father!" "Laisse is not and that and that she should have told me before because when I touched the subject of dating she said it was bullshit, besides, were you there when he told me that Brian was not for me and now and married to his father?" "Ana, I'm sorry, I didn't want to be in your shoes because I wouldn't know what to do!" "You know what, Lais? I will live my life and be independent, I already wanted that, now I can live alone better than staying at home with them!" "Girlfriend, are you crazy? You'll get money from where if your college is paid for by your mother!" "And even I forgot about that what the fuck!" I stayed a few more hours talking with Lais until my mom called me wanting to know what time I was coming home? Honestly, if she thinks she's going to arrest me she's wrong, I've grow
Five years had passed and I was already 25 years old and no longer depended on my mother or father to pay for my dental school. Many things really happened in these five years, one of them is that I really overcame myself and that I was doing very well in my own way. Today would be a special day for me where my dream graduation would happen in which now I would be a dental doctor and as a gift my parents together with my grandparents would give me an office. I was overjoyed and couldn't even sleep that night thinking how full my life was. It would be my graduation and my parents would be there. Until these last years that passed they fought less made up and really were getting along well until I was going to have a brother on my father's side. "Ana is going to be late for graduation, she's been there for hours and she won't come down! "I feel sorry for my stepfather, he has to love you very much. "Come on your father has arrived!" "Women of my life, go ahead, I'll meet you there.
As soon as I stepped inside I could smell Brian's perfume and thought it was a figment of my imagination and when I entered my room I was surprised to find him lying on my bed. At that moment I didn't know what to do and I felt like throwing myself on the bed next to him and having sex as if there was no tomorrow. But at the same time I felt revolted and everything that he did to me came to my mind. I then opened the door very slowly and was going to leave but I felt a hand holding me from behind asking me to stay. "Ana? "Brian, I'm sorry I didn't know you were back! He then looked me up and down his green eyes wanting to devour me like an evil wolf. My legs started to sweat cold and at the same time I felt that my body wanted him but I concentrated and asked him to let go of my mother. "Brian, I'm leaving, can you let me go? "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that, it's just that looking at you and realizing you're not that little girl anymore you're completely changed and as beautif
A few weeks went by and I didn't show up at mom's house, not least because I wanted to avoid actually bumping into Brian. I knew myself and the desire to have him was far greater than anything else, and since I promised that I would respect our relationship as brothers, now I would always make up that I was busy. Other than that, I had agreed to date Ronan. He was a nice person and deserved, yes, to be loved, I had to try to give myself this chance and forget once and for all everything I had lived with Brian. Since it was past and now I had to live the present and try to be happy, because our life is made of choices and he already made his. Meanwhile, Ronan, wanted to officially propose to my parents and always asked me to arrange the dinner and once again I avoided any excuse. Only now my excuses don't stick anymore and I booked that blessed dinner and until good only then I put an end to it all. "Lais, sorry to bother you I need you at my mother's house later today!" "What
"Daughter is everything okay, you seem a little distracted today?""I'm fine mom!"At that moment Brian's wife was having a hissy fit because of me. I don't know if she found out that he was with me this morning but she implied that I was his curse because his marriage didn't work out. She looked at me with a face like she wanted to swallow me alive, but I didn't care, I pretended she didn't exist for me. Soon after dinner we got together and finally the official proposal came, I didn't know what to say at that moment and everyone was waiting for my answer.After the family dinner, everyone was anxiously waiting for the official proposal and so it was done. However, when it was time to say yes, I locked up and couldn't say the word at all, everyone was looking at me while Brian's bastard smiled through his teeth thinking that I wouldn't be able to say yes."Ronan, and of course I accept to be your girlfriend!" It took a while but it came out and you could see my parents' happiness and
After a pleasurable sex I knew that this would not stop, there was a lot of chemistry between us. I just didn't want to betray my mother either, what could we do? I knew we were making mistakes but what a delicious mistake and Brian spent the night with me and we carried on like no tomorrow. "Brian, what are we going to do now? "Ana, don't mind and you're the one I want!" Once again I was falling for the trap of this terrible, loving and hot again. However, as we resisted the temptation, no matter how much I say no, he will not stop until he gets the yes. He and I decided to continue this hidden romance, but in return I asked him to go and talk to his wife again and try to get along because of his son, there was a child in the middle who was going to miss him. "Brian, I don't know whether to hate you or surrender to you!" "No one is going to make you enjoy me and love you like I love you." "Brian, it's not that and it's our parents, with your son you think it's that simple, but i
After spending weeks and months I kept trying to forget Brian with Ronan, maybe my marriage to him was important to solve this situation, because since my mother took Brian there in each we do not speak more and much less went to his house. How cruel it is to feel like staying with someone you love but can't, because now they are brothers and have to respect this for the good of all. I went on with my life imagining that there was no Brian in it, but it was difficult because every time I was getting used to being without him, out of nowhere the bastard appeared to make my life hell. The last time he slept at the door of my building, I felt sorry for him and let him in, and fought against my will and my desire to have him, but I managed to say no. More now he knows that I am getting married and will be for yesterday of all this I am sure and soon my mother and I will return to, talk to each other, because I will show her that my feeling for him is over now and only even affection of