22. ~Aurora~

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Sonya was grabbing on to my hand. Her hold was tight, desperate. There was definitely something wrong with her.

"Are you okay? Is everything okay?" I didn't know whether something had happened to her or if she was tensed about whatever was going to happen here.

I hoped nothing happened here, because the last thing I needed right now was more drama as compared to whatever Rowan had planned for the evening.

Rowan was not just a negotiator. He was an elaborate planner and manipulator. Things could really turn around today.

I was very worried.

See, how the hell did I have feelings for someone I was almost scared of?

Pftt... Am I not the same person who said I wasn't afraid of Rowan Keller?

I have really become a pathetic shadow of my former self.

It was so sad.

And oh wow, I was back to thinking about my feelings for him and shit though I promised myself that I would not and that I would move on.

See, the only person ruining my happiness is me, myself