Chapter 46 Venture

*Ana*

I have to remember to breathe. I need to calm myself otherwise, I won't make the trip. It’s a week’s ride until we get to Dawny. I should conserve myself. I know better. But I can’t seem to manage it. I am too emotional: nervous yet excited.

Even now, I am having trouble sitting still. But I will try. If not for my sake, for everyone else.

I can’t believe this is happening! I only manage a moment before I find myself moving again. I kicked up my legs with a burst of energy. They flop back on the bench with a loud slap before I do it again.

So much for sitting still. I can’t help but feel a little foolish. I know I should be behaving better. But it’s so damn challenging.

I feel so happy. I could dance right now, even with everyone here.

I give another kick to hear them slap the bench. But without the slap, no one would know I was kicking. My legs disappear underneath the many layers of my new dress. I’ve never worn something so thick and heavy before. It’s made of w