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Today was another day to be conquered. I was currently gawking at Neil who's eating his breakfast. Beside me was Mom who's observing Neil's behavior. Judging by his vibes today, I could say that he's somehow okay. Although I noticed that he was usually pinching the gap between his two eyes as if he was feeling dizzy. I did not want to ask him directly though because Mom might freak out again. She did already minutes ago that was I why I was also thankful that she was kinda calmed down a bit now.

"Are you not going to finish your foods? You only have eaten small amount of food," Neil told me, worrying. "Come on, Sydney. Eat more."

"I am on diet," I said the truth, stoping myself from looking at him because I was afraid that he would see in my eyes how broken I was. My wish as for now was to show to him how I wanted to see him totally healed. "Mom, if you want to cook for more later, foods on the refrigerator really are available," I reminded Mom again incase she's feeli