Rosalyn's pov.When I woke up in the middle of the night, I found Lorcan sitting beside my bed. His face was resting on his arm as he slept soundlessly.Even though he appeared calm and also his breaths were steady I wonder if this position was uncomfortable.I watched his face every day but I'm still amazed by his handsome face. This is the first time I'm able to admire his features at close range after the accident.I unknowingly extended my hand to touch but stopped when he suddenly opened his eyes as I gasped when our eyes met. He smiled getting up, causing my mind to stop functioning."Watched enough or do you want to keep going?" He chuckled and taunted me.My face flushed as I embarrassingly looked away. It was still dark outside, which means it was not morning yet."I wasn't looking at you," I grumbled."Same excuse every time," he chucked and I glared at him.His gaze darkened suddenly and a different expression other than worry took over his face. I was confused for a second
Lorcan's pov.Taking her hands I brought them to my chest and looked deep into her scared eyes."Do you want to stop?" I asked gently, softly caressing her sides in a comforting manner. I waited for her answer because I had no intention of forcing myself on her if she didn't want it. "If you want to stop or feel uncomfortable in your stomach then we can stop no matter how horny I am."I watched her gulp as she blinked with her wet eyes that seemed to be glistening alluringly."I-I'm just..a bit scared…since it's my first time," she responded shyly. Her words made my heart skip a beat.I already know that she was a virgin but hearing it still made me overwhelmed."Don't be, didn't I tell you that I'll take care of you?" I asked, fighting back the urge to kiss her forehead but the longer I stared at her the harder it became. I never expected that I'm capable of having this longing feeling."O-Okay," she nodded with a nervous look and I smiled encouragingly.My hand crept down her stomac
Rosalyn's pov.He was aggressive but not rough as I was scared that he would be. I bit my lip as he held my trembling hips in place and positioned him between them. I sucked in a long and sharp breath when I felt his thing pressing against my entrance."Lor—wait!..mffn!" My body instinctively tried to shove away the foreign and unfamiliar object that tried to penetrate my insides. But before I could move away from him, his grip tenfold violently on my hips as his fingers squeezed my ass which made me dizzy and left my insides in puddles. The feeling was so intense that it made me lose my mind completely.My eyes rolled back when he slowly thrusted inside my dripping entrance and I moaned all while tormenting my lower lip. I feel my insides stretching but that doesn't hurt, felt a bit weird but not painful, maybe because he was being cautious and loosened me well earlier with his fingers."Fuck!" He cursed loudly, leaving my hips. He held my thighs and pulled them around his waist whic
Rosalyn's pov."I can't get up," I let out nervously. There was a flabbergasted look on Lorcan's face as I couldn't read him.My legs were limp and I couldn't feel them much. Worse, my whole body was throbbing and I felt an odd pain in my vagina whenever I moved."It's not a big deal…I guess. Don't worry, it's normal," He tried to assure me but my guts were already twisting in fear."How are you so sure?!" I asked with narrowed eyes. Last night as well, it made me suspicious. How is he so skilled when he doesn't have any experience?He sighed. "It's common sense that I'm glad I didn't lose after being with you, fortunately. Of course, you're gonna be a little uncomfortable after the first time," He shrugged off in a 'duh' tone. I glared at him. "Wait here."He disappeared into the bathroom while I sat there and winced in pain.I became aware of what I had last night as a result of the discomfort. I admitted to him that I had no regrets because his attractive appearance and sexual abil
While I felt a sting in my chest, I felt so out of place that I wanted to run away. The environment was so sunny around them that it made me feel like the only dark cloud there."Lorcan, I missed you so much. How are you doing?" The lady pulled back and smiled at him."I'm good. Why did it take you so long to come back?" He asked cheerfully, his smile tightening my chest.I'm guessing that this young girl might be, no definitely is Lorcan's first love because she only greeted him as if I don't exist at all. And I have never seen Lorcan's expression like this anytime he stayed with me.While they stood in each other's arms because this girl was all over him, I felt like an alien. I felt invisible, I felt upset and I felt…jealous. I could taste the bitterness on my tongue."Come and sit with me, dear," Grandma made my existence visible as she pulled me to sit next to her enthusiastically. The only person who cares about me and didn't forget me."Wait, Mother. Lorcan hasn't met Meera fo
Rosalyn's pov.Looking in the mirror, the reflection gave me a cold glare. She seemed really frail, and her eyes were lifeless and dreary. It was as if she had just lost something that had never been her.The situation is not supposed to unfold like this. It wasn't intended to be me being so helpless and failing because of someone else. So what if I was fooled and failed to find love? Why does it matter?I shouldn't be so discouraged; after all, this is not the first time and most likely won't be the last.Taking a deep breath, I decided to flush all these sad and bewildering thoughts and use the bathroom for what I came for. I tend to use the bathroom more frequently after getting pregnant.While washing my hands, I suddenly heard some heartbreaking words from the maids working in the corridor."The purpose of this infant baptism might help Meera to become Lorcan's wife more quickly,""You're right. She's definitely back to marry Master Lorcan," I stood frozen as the two maids discus
Rosalyn's pov.While I sat feeling humiliated and on the verge of crying again. Meera took the initiative to come and defend me. Though, her words only made me more helpless and vulnerable."What are you talking about Aunty? Being poor is not a sin, right Lorcan?" She asked with a bright smile.Lorcan didn't answer. I kind of wanted to know his thoughts as well about me. Even though I already know his mindset won't be any different from his stepmother's since he's an arrogant prick.When his eyes met mine, they weren't angry but they weren't gentle either. But I quickly looked away. I don't want him to suddenly remember me because his friend asked him to."Can we quit this topic?" I heard his frustrated growl."Don't be like that Lorcan," Meera sighed as she came and sat beside me. I didn't understand her motive but I didn't say anything. Looking at me she smiled. "Hey, I'm Meera. I'm sorry for the late introduction. I forgot everything once I saw Lorcan."I forced a smile, my voice t
Lorcan's pov.As I walked away with Meera, my mind was still filled with a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. My feelings were a mixture of confusion and frustration. When I saw Meera at Grandma's house, it was as if I forgot everything. She's my childhood friend, but I can't deny that she meant more than just a friend to me in the past.But now her sudden arrival had me baffled severely. I couldn't help but wonder how my actions had impacted Rose after I left with Meera.Meera has really disturbed my thoughts somehow, though it's not as if I'm not aware of my feelings for her.But I'm not aware of Rose's feelings. I know she clearly looked dead in my eyes and told me she doesn't feel anything for me, but then why did she look so sad when I was leaving with Meera?That miserable look of her is still bothering me. For some reason, I just wanted to run back to her and comfort her. When my so-called stepmother constantly forced her to spill her past, my blood was boiling and yet I could