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Chapter 17
The ride back home was was smooth. Like really silent, not a word and so I fixated my gaze outside the window through the drive untill we actually reach our destination. I alight first rushing to the door and opening it. Matts gone. The bastard.
I head straight for my room, tossing my share of the dress on the bed slumping along with it. The door of my room barge open and I roll my eyes.
" Seriously Elle? "
" What am I supposed to say? " I ask giving her a side glare. She put her hands on her waist giving me the best mom look she could find.
" You love that boy? "
" I don't think it's any of your business. Now go. "
" Just be ready by seven cause that's when we are leaving. "
I nod and wait for her to go out before burying my face into the pillow.
Two hours later.
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