Chapter 6: Alan

The next few days, I found myself locking gazes with Remi, too constant for me. Like you know staring at him and catching him staring back? I didn't know why? But it just seemed like I keep he was looking at me. Like I'll just look up and meet his gaze.

I hated it so bad because it made me feel super uneasy. There had been even more distance than there'd ever been between us. I hadn't gone to his house since the kiss but he'd been to mine.

Particularly with Aria. We rarely even talked directly to each other. And he'd been akwardly silent, no, we hadn't even talked about the kiss. If it were up to me, I'd never bring the subject up because I dreaded it so bad.

And that part of me not going to his house? Well it took me efforts, but I've felt more like I had had enough. I felt like I've been pushing myself on him..... Which was a good sign because I've been wanting to find a reason to stay away.

I didn't hate him. No, I lov --- loked him --- A combination of like and love. Even tho