burning sensation

(Elias)

I couldn't leave my room. It wasn't because I didn't want to see Ryker, it was because of something else. It's been two weeks now and I'm left to bear the burden of it by myself which sucks big time. The full moon was approaching, which meant one thing.

My heat.

How in the name of the goddess am I going to get through this knowing I can't stand being around Ryker? Knowing I won't be able to let him touch me in a sexual way without feeling repulsed? Even forest didn't know what to do. I didn't want to contact Raina because I knew she had things to do. It would only seem as if I was a baby and I needed constant care.

It was too much. the scent, the pain, everything. I couldn't scream or call for help because I was mute. I could only contact Ryker for now, because he hasn't introduced me to his pack members as yet. I didn't know anyone here who I could rely on apart from his parents whom I didn't feel like bothering at this time. Maybe I should swallow my pride and let Ryker