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the lonely wolf (bxb) special treatment
(Elias) Forest gave me control once more after telling me that he needed time to rest. It seems as if something happened to him while mating with Ryker, but he wouldn't tell me what it was. When I got back control, the first thing I noticed was the excruciating pain that I was feeling in my lower back and feet. It was hard for me to walk, so I had to be in bed for most part. The second thing I noticed was Ryker sleeping next to me. It was dark when I woke up, which meant that I was out for hours. I thought that Ryker would have left when he was done, but I guess I was wrong. What is he still doing here by the way? The third thing was the heat was gone, which I was grateful for. Did he forgot his rules when he had just brought me here? If he was staying out of pity he can leave for all I care. Moments later he started to stir, letting me know that he was about to wake up. A yawn escapes his mouth as he opens his eyes, which landed on me instantly. The light from the lamp has given
the lonely wolf (bxb) final introduction
(Elias) Ryker was walking next to me while informing me on what's supposed to happened, The following morning when I woke up and got ready to face the day ahead. " so I wanted to introduce you to everyone before we head over to our therapy session. I know that I should have done that before, but I was too caught up with my personal feelings that it slipped my mind." He said and I nodded my head. I wasn't really listening because my mind was elsewhere. " after therapy, I'll be busy throughout the day so you can hang out with ryland's mate kai if you want or take a walk around the pack. try to get to know everyone better." I sent him an ok through the link as he continues to talk. To be honest I still didn't trust him, I mean would you if you were in my position? I don't really care about what other people might think, once you've done me wrong in any way, shape or form, I will not be able to trust you after that. " remember if you still need to visit the shadow stone pack you can,
the lonely wolf (bxb) madness
(Ryker) Therapy wasn't really what I expected, that's why I said it didn't work. It only brought up bad memories for Elias which left him crying. He was too tired to even walk when we were done so I had to carry him back to our room to relax. I was there with him until he fell asleep, but now I had to leave because I had a lot of work to get done.Sitting in my office alone, I got to work in order to get my mind off what had happened earlier. Elias had a link opened between sally, who is my therapist and I so that we could communicate that way. She asked him a lot of things from how his life was going to school and how his family treated him. At first he revealed how they took care of him, how they groomed him at an early age to be an alpha and he actually thought they loved him. Then when it got to the point where he had to relive his experience with what had happened after they found out he wasn't an alpha, he broke down. The fact that I couldn't hear his cries or his pleas to sto
the lonely wolf (bxb) trust
(Ryker) " I don't feel so good." I said as I got in bed next to Elias who woke up because of the noise I was making before. ' what's wrong with you?' He asked. Not in a worried tone, but an irritated one. " probably a stomach bug or something, don't mind me. I'm just going to sleep it off." I replied as I started to snuggle with the pillows. Still thinking about what max had done, I couldn't help but want to vomit every time. Max found it funny though, laughing at my expense. I am never going to give him control ever again. ' maybe it was something you ate before, would you like some tea?' I shook my head at Elias's question, closing my eyes as I groaned. " I'm just going to sleep it off, hopefully I'll be better in a couple hours or so." I said and he nodded his head. It didn't help that max was teasing me, it wasn't funny at all. Sure I would have killed Sheila myself, but i wouldn't resort to eating her! That's the last thing that was on my mind. But max is a wolf so I had no
the lonely wolf (bxb) hope
(Ryker) 'Don't talk to me.' I said to max who was trying to tell me a joke. I just didn't feel like talking to him after what he did. Even though it seems as if it wasn't bothering him one bit.' oh come on! Stop being so lame. You were once the killer of rogues, the one who thrives on fear so what's with the sudden change? I know it doesn't have anything to do with Elias.' He said as if he was trying to annoy the hell out of me, it was working of course. ' even though you said that you have changed, I know you're only pretending. Afterall I'm your other half, I can feel how desperate you are trying not to show your true colors. That's why I hate fake people, they always rub me the wrong way. You shouldn't be mad because I ate Sheila, I was starving for goddess sake.' I rolled my eyes as he continued to rant. Going on and on as if he didn't know when to shut the hell up. When I woke up this morning, Elias told me he was going to spend the day with Raina and Lilliana. Of course I mi
the lonely wolf (bxb) the new me
(Elias) ' I really want to know what I should do Raina. Should I forgive him or not?' I was confused. My feelings were getting stronger and stronger as the days goes by for Ryker and I didn't know what to do. Raina and I are currently at the tree house hanging out after I told her that I wanted to come here. " I can't tell you what to do Elias, that would only confuse you more. You should look deep within yourself to see if this is what you want or not. Only you can answer that question." I groaned at her reply and shook my head. This didn't make any sense, none of it did. ' how can I know the answer when I'm so confused? It doesn't matter if he's my mate or not, I just don't know if I should trust him or...or forgive him for what he did a-and try to move on. I can't...." I started to sob as I looked back at all the things I've been through. All I wanted was love, I wanted a family dammit! Was that too much to ask for? What wrong have I done to be treated like this? Life is not fa
the lonely wolf (bxb) forgiving him
(Elias)After spending some time with Raina, Lilliana and Samuel, I met up with Brendan and Bryan who wanted to show me around the pack land. saying there were some other things they wanted me to see. It was fun while it lasted, I've never felt so free before. But knowing what was waiting for me, had me worried it will all be over soon. I had Raina teleported me back to my room, because I had to talk to Ryker about something important. It's was best not to delay it any further, because I wanted to be able to spend the rest of my life free of any guilt I've been harboring ever since I got kicked out of my pack by my parents. I decided to take a shower and change into something clean since I've been doing a lot of stuff back at the shadow stone pack which somehow had became my safe haven. Those were the people who really cared about me, they weren't fake and that's what I like about them. But, something was missing. Knowing that I was a warlock without power made me feel like apart o
the lonely wolf (bxb) not what I expected
(Ryker) " you can't be serious!" I shouted, not believing what he was saying. He only stared at me with a blank expression on his face, as if challenging me to try and stop him. I shook my head while standing up, as I began to pace because I didn't know what to do anymore. " I'm finally able to settle down and start a relationship with my mate after so long and this is what you're telling me? What you told me before now, was it all a lie? Was it a way of getting me to be soft so that I can let you do this?" I asked even though I didn't believe that was his intention. ' no Ryker that's not it at all. My parents must know something about my powers and how I can get it back. Plus I won't go alone, I'll have Raina there with me and I'm sure now that I've told you, you would be there as well.' He replied with a scoff before folding his arms. Damn right I'll be there. I wouldn't let him go through this without being there to comfort him. ' stop acting as if you're perfect, you wanted to
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