A Surrogate for Billionaire

　　Prologue　　Julianna Kennedy is a 20 year old university student and the sole caretaker of her seven year old little brother, who suffers from lung cancer. She can’t afford the money needed for his surgery, so the only option she has is to become a surrogate for a rich stranger.　　Ryan Winston is a handsome 24 year old billionaire with a cold heart. Because of his grandparents’ need to see a great grandchild before they die, Ryan is forced to hire a surrogate.　　But neither Julianna nor Ryan ever expected they were fated to be with each other.　　I knew this day would come soon but I’m not ready yet, I’m just scared. I couldn’t even see anything because my eyes were covered with a long black satin and also my hands were tied up. The most scary thing is it’s raining and thundering heavily. After some time I heard someone’s footsteps coming towards me and I knew he’s the man that I’m going to lose my virginity to. He came and climbed onto me as he placed himself on top of me. I could fe

　　I thought I was ready and I knew this day would come soon but I’m not ready yet, I’m just scared. I couldn’t even see anything because my eyes were covered with a long black satin and also my hands were tied up. The scariest thing is it’s raining and thundering heavily. After some time I heard someone’s footsteps coming towards me and I knew he’s the man that I’m going to lose my virginity to. Then I heard his cloth removing sound. I knew he was looking at me and I could feel his burning gaze on me. No words could describe the fear that my heart was feeling right now. I started to bite my bottom lip because I wanted to calm down. I felt him as he came and climbed onto me as he placed himself on top of me. I could feel his scent and it made my heart beat so fast, It was the smell of damn expensive perfume. I was pulled back from my thoughts as he started to remove my nightgown. My body began to tremble because I was scared so I clutched the bedsheet so tightly.　　“Scared?” He asked h

　　At least I couldn’t even see him. I’m not ready.. I’m not ready yet to read his notebook. I wasn’t there for him. I wasn’t there to share his pain. I wasn’t there to listen to his last words. What kind of a sister am I? I hate myself and not protecting Noah. Why? Now how am I supposed to live without him? He was my life. I did everything for him but he’s already gone. I just can’t go through this pain anymore. I lost my parents, Noah, and also my baby. Why am I just useless? Why don’t I just die? I can’t live with memories. Noah waited for the whole damn nine months but he lost every hope. I was late… I was just late. I wasn’t ready to let him go. I wasn’t.. I want him. He’s my only brother and the only family that I have…. It hurts and I can’t believe it. He’s gone….. He was waiting for me but I just couldn’t be there for him. Guilty is killing me… I want to die…. With those hurtful memories and thoughts, I fell asleep finally.　　I woke up after a few hours and it’s already evening.

　　“Your thoughts are correct Ryan. She’s your mother.” Dad? Can he read my thoughts? How did he know? She’s my mother……. So gorgeous.... But where is she?　　“She’s beautiful” I smiled and sat next to my father. I looked at him and saw his eyes were red. Was he crying? But he smiled as he heard what I said.　　“Yeah, she’s the most beautiful woman” He said while hiding his sadness.　　“Where is she dad?” I asked as he looked at me. I felt sadness and at the same time fear. For some unknown reason I didn’t want to hear the answer for my question…… Because I have never seen her in my life.　　“Gone” He simply said and closed his eyes. Gone? Where? My eyes became red. She’s dead… Wasn’t she?　　“Dad..” I spoke but he cut me off with words.　　“Go now. You’ll be late” I nodded at him and got up to leave but he spoke again.　　“Don’t be like me Ryan.. You will suffer” What? Why? I stopped and looked at him because I wanted an explanation for that.　　“What do you mean?” I asked again because I didn

　　“Sir, There are two boys named Noah. I don’t know you’re asking about which one” Fuck…　　“Grey eyes and light brown hair. Always had a bright smile on his face. Maybe he’s six or seven years old” I spoke as her face grew dark. A sudden shiver ran through my body because of her face.　　“Sir.. He.. He passed away yesterday.” Wh...what? Passed away? No.. She’s lying right?　　“Tell me the fucking truth before I cut you into pieces and feed sharks” I looked at her horror filled face and asked.　　“I...I’m telling the truth sir. Noah…Kennedy. He passed away yesterday morning” My heart shattered into pieces and at the same time my whole damn world collapsed. How? How it happened.　　“How? Why? He was all okay that day.. What happened to him?” I asked her. My eyes turned hot and I knew tears were about to come out. Why am I this sad? I only saw him for a day.　　“He… He couldn’t get the surgery at the right time.” Why?　　“Why the fuck didn’t your hospital do that for him” I found myself trembli