~ Ryan ~ “RAYN..” All I could hear was Chris’s voice as I felt a sharp pain against my chest. I slightly turned my head and looked at his face but I couldn’t see him clearly because I fell down from the cliff. I fucking got shot and fear took over me. I didn’t want to die, Julianna is waiting for me and also both Noel and Raylie. Fuck.. I can’t leave them. That was the only thing that ran through my head. I fell into the water and I found myself going to suffocate because of the pain in my chest and at the same time I was in the water. I closed my eyes wanting to give up and let it be but NO… My mind was filled with her smile and the way she asked me to come back. I’m fucking going back. My eyes snapped open and I pressed one hand on my chest and started to swim. It was the most painful physical I’ve ever endured in my life but for her and my children I should stay alive. Finally I slowly came out of the river. As soon as I fell on the sand ground I took a few heavy breaths
“Please go with me mom. I missed you… I missed you ever since I was a kid. You even came and helped me to take this bullet out” He eyes turned moist as she looked at me. Then she bit her lower lips and shook her head. “I didn’t help Ryan, it was you who took it out on your own. I’m not even real. I love you so much my son, you were everything to me. I love Reishan too. Tell him I’m sorry and tell him that I’m happy because he never forgot our memories. Go now… there are so many wolves here” Her tears rolled down as she said those things. Then she smiled at and pointed in the direction while her other hand was caressing her belly. “I love you mom. I love him too. Take care of yourself” I smiled at her and said as she nodded at me with the most beautiful smile on her face. With that I grabbed my jacket and dagger as I walked away from her. I walked through the path she showed me and I looked back and saw she was still looking at me with a smile on her face. I waved my hand at her a
“She said she loves you so much and she’s happy because you didn’t forget memories that you had with her” I told him and broke the hug as he looked at me with a confused face. “I was about to die and she saved me. It was her who took the bullet out of my chest. I felt her touch and she was such a gorgeous woman, dad. My mom. She saved me” I told him as his eyes turned red. I know I’m hurting him by pulling memories back. “Was it an illusion?” He asked me with a painful smile and I nodded. “No matter what I felt her touch. She was so real, smiling and talking to me. I even touched her belly” He smiled at me and patted my shoulder. “She’s still here with us no matter what. Especially, she loves you more than she loves me” He said while rubbing his forehead. I knew he was so sad and it was the most painful thing in his life. “She said she loves you dad” He watched me for a while and looked down. He had a small smile on his face. “I love her too” He let out a deep breath and
Prologue Julianna Kennedy is a 20 year old university student and the sole caretaker of her seven year old little brother, who suffers from lung cancer. She can’t afford the money needed for his surgery, so the only option she has is to become a surrogate for a rich stranger. Ryan Winston is a handsome 24 year old billionaire with a cold heart. Because of his grandparents’ need to see a great grandchild before they die, Ryan is forced to hire a surrogate. But neither Julianna nor Ryan ever expected they were fated to be with each other. I knew this day would come soon but I’m not ready yet, I’m just scared. I couldn’t even see anything because my eyes were covered with a long black satin and also my hands were tied up. The most scary thing is it’s raining and thundering heavily. After some time I heard someone’s footsteps coming towards me and I knew he’s the man that I’m going to lose my virginity to. He came and climbed onto me as he placed himself on top of me. I could fe
After they left I looked at my father who was still standing in front of me while looking at me with a forced smile. “Dad..” I said as he sighed. “Your grandma’s wish is to see a great-grandchild before she dies so do it. I know what you’re feeling right now. I’m sorry son” He looked at me with a sad face and left the room. “Fuck” I cursed. Then I started to get ready and go to the office. I was late because of this grandma’s drama. As I went out of my house my chauffeur came and greeted me. I nodded at him. “Sir, which car do you want to use today?” He asked. Urghh.. I hate this. Why can’t this man just choose a car and come to me? “The car I always use and remember it’s Rolls Royce ghost. If you ever ask me this question again I’ll cut your tongue” He looked at me with a terrified look and nodded. What the fuck? I was just joking. Shit. I had so much work today and I was reading some documents. Then my chauffeur suddenly stopped the car. “Sir an old woman is crossing th
I thought I was ready and I knew this day would come soon but I’m not ready yet, I’m just scared. I couldn’t even see anything because my eyes were covered with a long black satin and also my hands were tied up. The scariest thing is it’s raining and thundering heavily. After some time I heard someone’s footsteps coming towards me and I knew he’s the man that I’m going to lose my virginity to. Then I heard his cloth removing sound. I knew he was looking at me and I could feel his burning gaze on me. No words could describe the fear that my heart was feeling right now. I started to bite my bottom lip because I wanted to calm down. I felt him as he came and climbed onto me as he placed himself on top of me. I could feel his scent and it made my heart beat so fast, It was the smell of damn expensive perfume. I was pulled back from my thoughts as he started to remove my nightgown. My body began to tremble because I was scared so I clutched the bedsheet so tightly. “Scared?” He asked h
“I think the little young master also likes grapes,” I heard her say. I smiled and rubbed my belly. Little traitor. Staying in my belly and likes to eat his daddy’s favorites. “When the young master’s mother was pregnant with him, she also ate grapes. Only grapes” She smiled and looked at my belly. My belly was not big but it had a small bump. “When will the young master come again?” I asked. Aunty Jade’s facial expression changed as she heard what I asked. “Young master won’t come again. His job is done and he doesn’t have permission to come here again.” What? Doesn’t have permission? What kind of nonsense was that? “He’s the father of the child. Why can’t he come?” What kind of father is he, if he can’t come to see his baby? “Young master has works. He’s a busy man. Don’t think that you can start a relationship with him because of the baby.” I wanted to laugh. A relationship? I haven’t even seen that man. How am I supposed to start a relationship with him? Pufft. I didn’
At least I couldn’t even see him. I’m not ready.. I’m not ready yet to read his notebook. I wasn’t there for him. I wasn’t there to share his pain. I wasn’t there to listen to his last words. What kind of a sister am I? I hate myself and not protecting Noah. Why? Now how am I supposed to live without him? He was my life. I did everything for him but he’s already gone. I just can’t go through this pain anymore. I lost my parents, Noah, and also my baby. Why am I just useless? Why don’t I just die? I can’t live with memories. Noah waited for the whole damn nine months but he lost every hope. I was late… I was just late. I wasn’t ready to let him go. I wasn’t.. I want him. He’s my only brother and the only family that I have…. It hurts and I can’t believe it. He’s gone….. He was waiting for me but I just couldn’t be there for him. Guilty is killing me… I want to die…. With those hurtful memories and thoughts, I fell asleep finally. I woke up after a few hours and it’s already evening.