Alpha Fiama
I couldn't help giggling, also trying to control my giggle, nibbling my bottom lip.
"Hey, are you pulling my leg?", he charged me almost like a child. I peeked at him like a caught culprit.
"Ummm...no. Why would I?", I mumbled.
"Don't lie. You were smiling", he made a dirty face, crossing his arms.
I strived to control my laughter while folding the shirt neatly and hanging my head.
"Fiama....."
His voice and my name, my name in his voice. I had never loved my name so much until he called me. It felt so soothing, so magical. I could keep answering back to him every time he would call me like this. I wouldn't get annoyed.
Looking up, I found him glaring at me. "What? Don't look at me like this. I'm your boss, no? Did you forget?", I said, settling the iron aside.
"And you said you're not my boss in the college. Did you forget?", he raised his eyebrows. Damn! This guy! He would drive me crazy with his every action. I was supposed to keep him away but I couldn't help driving close to him.
"Okay. I'm not your boss here. I remember that", I rolled my eyes and walked towards him. "Here you go"
I gave him the neatly pressed shirt when he lifted his head to look at me, passing a loving smile. I felt a kind of urge inside me to take his brown rough lips along with mine, tasting every bit of it, extracting all the moisture out. My intense gaze roamed around his face when he was too staring at me. I didn't realize when we came so close, just a few inches apart.
"Jay......", I breathed heavily.
"Yes", he said softly. I licked my lips in temptation. How tempting he was looking! My wolf was howling inside me to take on him.
"I....... I... Want....", I stammered to say.
My phone rang, pulling me out of my insane dream world. I found him looking at me curiously as I pulled myself away. What the hell was I going to do?
I immediately turned to the other side and pressed my eyes and lips tightly, picking out my phone.
"Yes, William", I huffed.
"Alpha? You're huffing?", he exclaimed.
"No. That's nothing. Tell me", I mumbled.
"You need to come early today, Alpha. President will be coming here to meet you"
"I'll be there soon", I cut the call and nibbled my bottom lip before turning back. Did he realize how I was looking at him? How would I face him if he had sensed something?
Gathering a lot of courage, I turned to him. He was still sitting on the bed while waiting for me. I nervously walked towards him.
"You couldn't finish. You want...what?", he asked.
I wanted him. That was the actual fucking thing.
"I want to go", I mumbled, driving my eyes away from him. "I'm late for the office"
"Are you sure? I thought you were talking about something serious", he said, rolling his eyes.
"No, this is the thing. And you also get ready", I cleared my throat and stabled myself. "The President of boards is coming today. He might want to meet you too"
"Sure", he shook his head as I grabbed my bag, making my way to the door.
"Fiama", he called me, freezing my legs on the spot. I wish I could stop him from calling my name. It was a kind of drug to me.
I turned back. He was standing with the shirt in his hand and his usual adorable smile on his face. "Thank you for this. Nobody did this for me ever"
I felt butterflies in my stomach when he claimed me to be the one. After years of living in grudges and loneliness, I found peace in him. After leaving my pack, I missed my mom, my family every day. There was no one with whom I could claim mine. I had never let anyone be close to me. However, I had someone whom I could claim mine now, still, there was an unknown fear roaming across my sanity.
"Anytime", I told him and walked out of his room.
I ran faster to leave the place. Nonetheless, no matter how much I ran away from him, he would be coming back to me. We were destined to be together until I rejected him. But can I do it? It had been two days. Neither I was able to accept him, nor reject him. I wondered why it was being so tough for me to reject him. Was I scared of offending moon goddess again? Was I scared because I wouldn't get another mate? Or.......
"Or you have started feeling for him?", Zendaya muttered as I got inside the car.
I couldn't reply to her. I couldn't agree, I couldn't disagree.
Closing my eyes I took a deep breath and started for the office.
*
"I guess you are all set for the big day tomorrow. I can't believe you little girl is finally kick-starting the company", the beta president said.
I was sitting in my cabin along with Jay who was standing by the seat. We didn't speak much in the office, though a part of me wanted to talk to him for hours. I didn't remember when I talked so cheerfully with someone like I did with Jay this morning. I freely chatted, I did a prank on him, I laughed with him, I teased him. The fifteen minutes I spent in his room was the most magical moments of my life.
"I'm hoping for the best, President. Will the client like our work? I'm actually nervous. If he does, we will be getting more offers in just our starting day. But if he doesn't, I don't know how I'm gonna handle it", I sighed.
Building up this company again was very important for me and my pack. I wanted to provide my subjects with everything a queen should afford.
"Don't worry Fiama", President leaned towards me. "Everything will go fine. Go home and get some rest. You need to be vibrant tomorrow"
"Sure", I smiled at him.
The President left as I shut my computer down. "You can go home now. I hope you understood the structures well. Study them tonight", I told Jay without looking at him.
"You're not going home?", he asked.
"That's none of your business, Jay. I have some work to be done. Try to listen to me if I order you something"
I said in a firm voice, turning the pages.
"Sorry, but I think my work hour is over. So.....", he went directly on his knees beside my chair as I gaped at him, my mouth fell open.
"Jay..... What are you.....", I couldn't complete.
"Fiama", he said in a husky tone with his grey eyes intensely wandering around my face. I couldn't find my voice to speak while looking at him. "You're worried and you're tired. You better go home and sleep"
I didn't know how he managed to claim a right on me, asking me to do something and I didn't fire back at him. I never liked anyone telling me what to do or not. But I got mute before him.
"I know I shouldn't be saying like this. But I saw how stressed you were when you were talking to the President. You shouldn't burden yourself otherwise you'll lose the actual you. You are sweet just like other girls but your frustration ends up making you cold which you are not", he kept saying and my eyes kept staring at him. I wanted him to speak more and I would keep listening to him.
"You know I was really mad at you yesterday for behaving like that with me. But I didn't know what you had been through all day. Anyone will go mad and frustrated. So....now like a productive lady you should work on time and sleep on time", he announced.
I sensed my lips stretching into a smile unknowingly.
"I'm sorry if I spoke much but you really need someone to say these things to you", he said.
I was lost; so lost in him and his words. Before him, I just became a soft-hearted girl which I never was. Did I really want someone to ask me to take care of myself like this? Maybe I did.
"You're not gonna fire me, no?", he giggled, making my smile even wider. I cracked up, looking at my lap.
"Now as you're smiling, can I assume that you're willing to listen to me?", he asked as I shook my head.
He stood up and I arranged my table, grabbing my bag. We walked through the empty lobby, he was just a few inches away from me. The silence between us had a different kind of intensity, I felt. I could only hear his breathing. How could someone breathe in such a sexy way? I was finding everything that he did appealing.
"Report instant after the classes", I told him, breaking the silence as we came towards the exit.
"Okay. And what about you?", he asked.
"I won't be attending the classes tomorrow. There's a lot more work for me", I said.
"Okay", he replied.
Walking towards my car, I opened the door, my eyes automatically moved to him. He was still standing beside me.
"Bye", he waved.
"Bye", I passed him a tight-lipped smile and got inside the car, driving away.
I smiled all the way like an idiot. He was different, different than any other man I came across ever. He had everything that could attract me towards him. Yes, I didn't want him to be my mate. But driving him away was more difficult for me. I couldn't hurt him to keep him away since I knew only my rude behaviour could do it.
However, I couldn't do that anymore. I wouldn't spare anyone who would dare to hurt him, even if that was me. I was ready to punish myself with the worst.
The agony inside me started increasing again. If I wasn't an Alpha Queen, it wouldn't be so difficult for me to accept him. Nonetheless now if he became my mate, he would lose himself, his simplicity, his innocence in this night of wolves. He could be the weakness and my rivals could use him against me since he was a human. I wanted to protect ###### from this at any cost.
"Why Goddess? I never asked for another mate for me. And even if I got one, why is he so good? I can't resist him. I can't stop myself smiling at him. He is too good to get hurt. I can't do it. I would rather prefer dying instead of hurting him", I sobbed inside.
*
I rested my body on my bed, looking at the ceiling.
"Can we stop thinking about the outcomes?", Zendaya spoke after a long time. "Why don't just live this moment?"
I wished to do that too. I was loving those moments of my life. It was such a blissful moment when he said those beautiful things to me. I felt like he was taking care of me. My face turned hotter when I thought about him, maybe I was blushing.
I closed my eyes, embracing the light in the darkness that he brought with him.
*
*My office! My dream office was decorated like a princess today for the inauguration. I had waited for this day for a long year.
"Congratulations, Alpha", David said from behind. I smiled while looking at the top floor, my head remained lifted.
"The client may arrive in a few minutes. I have sent Mellisa and Robert with the new staff to pick him up. He'll be here in a couple of minutes", William declared.
"Okay", I uttered.
"What about the inauguration? As the conference is going to hold inside, I think you should cut the ribbon and launch it", William added.
"No! I'll do it after the new contract is signed. It'll be better", I said.
"That's a good idea", beta President arrived there with his team as we settled ourselves to the entrance to welcome the new client from Wales.
I was very worried about it since it was gonna be my first deal with any client.
Five minutes later, four big SUVs entered the gate and halted near the office building. William rushed towards the first car with a bouquet to receive him.
Opening the door of the car a man more than 6 feet tall climbed down. He had worn all over the black formal outfit, his back facing me.
I had my full attention on him. The next moment my eyeballs tore out of the shell, freezing me on the spot when I found Alpha Aren standing in front of me.
Fiama
I couldn't help giggling, also trying to control my giggle, nibbling my bottom lip.
"Hey, are you pulling my leg?", he charged me almost like a child. I peeked at him like a caught culprit.
"Ummm...no. Why would I?", I mumbled.
"Don't lie. You were smiling", he made a dirty face, crossing his arms.
I strived to control my laughter while folding the shirt neatly and hanging my head.
"Fiama....."
His voice and my name, my name in his voice. I had never loved my name so much until he called me. It felt so soothing, so magical. I could keep answering back to him every time he would call me like this. I wouldn't get annoyed.
Looking up, I found him glaring at me. "What? Don't look at me like this. I'm your boss, no? Did you forget?", I said, settling the iron aside.
"And you said you're not my boss in the college. Did you forget?", he raised his eyebrows. Damn! This guy! He would drive me crazy with his every action. I was supposed to keep him away but I couldn't help driving close to him.
"Okay. I'm not your boss here. I remember that", I rolled my eyes and walked towards him. "Here you go"
I gave him the neatly pressed shirt when he lifted his head to look at me, passing a loving smile. I felt a kind of urge inside me to take his brown rough lips along with mine, tasting every bit of it, extracting all the moisture out. My intense gaze roamed around his face when he was too staring at me. I didn't realize when we came so close, just a few inches apart.
"Jay......", I breathed heavily.
"Yes", he said softly. I licked my lips in temptation. How tempting he was looking! My wolf was howling inside me to take on him.
"I....... I... Want....", I stammered to say.
My phone rang, pulling me out of my insane dream world. I found him looking at me curiously as I pulled myself away. What the hell was I going to do?
I immediately turned to the other side and pressed my eyes and lips tightly, picking out my phone.
"Yes, William", I huffed.
"Alpha? You're huffing?", he exclaimed.
"No. That's nothing. Tell me", I mumbled.
"You need to come early today, Alpha. President will be coming here to meet you"
"I'll be there soon", I cut the call and nibbled my bottom lip before turning back. Did he realize how I was looking at him? How would I face him if he had sensed something?
Gathering a lot of courage, I turned to him. He was still sitting on the bed while waiting for me. I nervously walked towards him.
"You couldn't finish. You want...what?", he asked.
I wanted him. That was the actual fucking thing.
"I want to go", I mumbled, driving my eyes away from him. "I'm late for the office"
"Are you sure? I thought you were talking about something serious", he said, rolling his eyes.
"No, this is the thing. And you also get ready", I cleared my throat and stabled myself. "The President of boards is coming today. He might want to meet you too"
"Sure", he shook his head as I grabbed my bag, making my way to the door.
"Fiama", he called me, freezing my legs on the spot. I wish I could stop him from calling my name. It was a kind of drug to me.
I turned back. He was standing with the shirt in his hand and his usual adorable smile on his face. "Thank you for this. Nobody did this for me ever"
I felt butterflies in my stomach when he claimed me to be the one. After years of living in grudges and loneliness, I found peace in him. After leaving my pack, I missed my mom, my family every day. There was no one with whom I could claim mine. I had never let anyone be close to me. However, I had someone whom I could claim mine now, still, there was an unknown fear roaming across my sanity.
"Anytime", I told him and walked out of his room.
I ran faster to leave the place. Nonetheless, no matter how much I ran away from him, he would be coming back to me. We were destined to be together until I rejected him. But can I do it? It had been two days. Neither I was able to accept him, nor reject him. I wondered why it was being so tough for me to reject him. Was I scared of offending moon goddess again? Was I scared because I wouldn't get another mate? Or.......
"Or you have started feeling for him?", Zendaya muttered as I got inside the car.
I couldn't reply to her. I couldn't agree, I couldn't disagree.
Closing my eyes I took a deep breath and started for the office.
*
"I guess you are all set for the big day tomorrow. I can't believe you little girl is finally kick-starting the company", the beta president said.
I was sitting in my cabin along with Jay who was standing by the seat. We didn't speak much in the office, though a part of me wanted to talk to him for hours. I didn't remember when I talked so cheerfully with someone like I did with Jay this morning. I freely chatted, I did a prank on him, I laughed with him, I teased him. The fifteen minutes I spent in his room was the most magical moments of my life.
"I'm hoping for the best, President. Will the client like our work? I'm actually nervous. If he does, we will be getting more offers in just our starting day. But if he doesn't, I don't know how I'm gonna handle it", I sighed.
Building up this company again was very important for me and my pack. I wanted to provide my subjects with everything a queen should afford.
"Don't worry Fiama", President leaned towards me. "Everything will go fine. Go home and get some rest. You need to be vibrant tomorrow"
"Sure", I smiled at him.
The President left as I shut my computer down. "You can go home now. I hope you understood the structures well. Study them tonight", I told Jay without looking at him.
"You're not going home?", he asked.
"That's none of your business, Jay. I have some work to be done. Try to listen to me if I order you something"
I said in a firm voice, turning the pages.
"Sorry, but I think my work hour is over. So.....", he went directly on his knees beside my chair as I gaped at him, my mouth fell open.
"Jay..... What are you.....", I couldn't complete.
"Fiama", he said in a husky tone with his grey eyes intensely wandering around my face. I couldn't find my voice to speak while looking at him. "You're worried and you're tired. You better go home and sleep"
I didn't know how he managed to claim a right on me, asking me to do something and I didn't fire back at him. I never liked anyone telling me what to do or not. But I got mute before him.
"I know I shouldn't be saying like this. But I saw how stressed you were when you were talking to the President. You shouldn't burden yourself otherwise you'll lose the actual you. You are sweet just like other girls but your frustration ends up making you cold which you are not", he kept saying and my eyes kept staring at him. I wanted him to speak more and I would keep listening to him.
"You know I was really mad at you yesterday for behaving like that with me. But I didn't know what you had been through all day. Anyone will go mad and frustrated. So....now like a productive lady you should work on time and sleep on time", he announced.
I sensed my lips stretching into a smile unknowingly.
"I'm sorry if I spoke much but you really need someone to say these things to you", he said.
I was lost; so lost in him and his words. Before him, I just became a soft-hearted girl which I never was. Did I really want someone to ask me to take care of myself like this? Maybe I did.
"You're not gonna fire me, no?", he giggled, making my smile even wider. I cracked up, looking at my lap.
"Now as you're smiling, can I assume that you're willing to listen to me?", he asked as I shook my head.
He stood up and I arranged my table, grabbing my bag. We walked through the empty lobby, he was just a few inches away from me. The silence between us had a different kind of intensity, I felt. I could only hear his breathing. How could someone breathe in such a sexy way? I was finding everything that he did appealing.
"Report instant after the classes", I told him, breaking the silence as we came towards the exit.
"Okay. And what about you?", he asked.
"I won't be attending the classes tomorrow. There's a lot more work for me", I said.
"Okay", he replied.
Walking towards my car, I opened the door, my eyes automatically moved to him. He was still standing beside me.
"Bye", he waved.
"Bye", I passed him a tight-lipped smile and got inside the car, driving away.
I smiled all the way like an idiot. He was different, different than any other man I came across ever. He had everything that could attract me towards him. Yes, I didn't want him to be my mate. But driving him away was more difficult for me. I couldn't hurt him to keep him away since I knew only my rude behaviour could do it.
However, I couldn't do that anymore. I wouldn't spare anyone who would dare to hurt him, even if that was me. I was ready to punish myself with the worst.
The agony inside me started increasing again. If I wasn't an Alpha Queen, it wouldn't be so difficult for me to accept him. Nonetheless now if he became my mate, he would lose himself, his simplicity, his innocence in this night of wolves. He could be the weakness and my rivals could use him against me since he was a human. I wanted to protect ###### from this at any cost.
"Why Goddess? I never asked for another mate for me. And even if I got one, why is he so good? I can't resist him. I can't stop myself smiling at him. He is too good to get hurt. I can't do it. I would rather prefer dying instead of hurting him", I sobbed inside.
*
I rested my body on my bed, looking at the ceiling.
"Can we stop thinking about the outcomes?", Zendaya spoke after a long time. "Why don't just live this moment?"
I wished to do that too. I was loving those moments of my life. It was such a blissful moment when he said those beautiful things to me. I felt like he was taking care of me. My face turned hotter when I thought about him, maybe I was blushing.
I closed my eyes, embracing the light in the darkness that he brought with him.
*
*My office! My dream office was decorated like a princess today for the inauguration. I had waited for this day for a long year.
"Congratulations, Alpha", David said from behind. I smiled while looking at the top floor, my head remained lifted.
"The client may arrive in a few minutes. I have sent Mellisa and Robert with the new staff to pick him up. He'll be here in a couple of minutes", William declared.
"Okay", I uttered.
"What about the inauguration? As the conference is going to hold inside, I think you should cut the ribbon and launch it", William added.
"No! I'll do it after the new contract is signed. It'll be better", I said.
"That's a good idea", beta President arrived there with his team as we settled ourselves to the entrance to welcome the new client from Wales.
I was very worried about it since it was gonna be my first deal with any client.
Five minutes later, four big SUVs entered the gate and halted near the office building. William rushed towards the first car with a bouquet to receive him.
Opening the door of the car a man more than 6 feet tall climbed down. He had worn all over the black formal outfit, his back facing me.
I had my full attention on him. The next moment my eyeballs tore out of the shell, freezing me on the spot when I found Alpha Aren standing in front of me.
Fiama I felt the earth beneath me sliding away. My gaze iced on him as he walked towards me with a bunch of staff after him. "There's Aren Stuart", Beta President whispered near my ears. "And you won't believe that he is too a werewolf, Alpha king of Blue moon pack" Unaware of my past, the beta president kept telling me about Aren. However, my nervousness vanished in seconds. My wolf didn't react to him anymore. His existence, his appearance, nothing could affect me. I brought a casual smile on my face as he finally reached me, putting off his goggles. A big smirk appears on his face, giving rise to his eyebrows. He was still the same, arrogance filled in his eyes and appearance. I didn't bother to see how he was looking. "Welcome, Mr Stuart", I passed the bouquet to him, looking straight into his eyes as if I was meeting him for the first time. "Thank you, Miss Case. Good to see you", he playfully smiled at me. I appr
Fiama His words didn't affect me so much, but when I saw people leaving the conference room without even asking me about the inauguration, I felt insulted and defeated. The paparazzi were telecasting the news of the cancellation of my company outside the room. "This is just the beginning, little mate", he whispered from behind, delivering a severe ache inside me. "You'll keep rushing to me soon after you are done with putting your so-called pride in the dustbin. You know pride, arrogance and all don't suit Lunas. An ideal luna has to be timid, obedient and beautiful. Okay?", he said in a playful tone when I clenched my jaw. His words were enough to fuel my anger. I turned around, gazing straight into his eyes. "If you don't know Alpha Aren, let me tell you that I'm the Alpha Queen of Crystal Blood Pack. I was not born to be Luna. I was born as an Alpha female and no o
Alpha Fiama He looked so different right now with passion and intensity filled eyes, his voice being a little heavier, delivering goosebumps all over me. “Yes, I am”, I told him with all my heart. Yes, I was happy. I was actually happy with him from the day he came. He passed a lovely smile to me, taking sips from his coffee. “But I make horrible coffee. Don’t fire me please”, he made a dirty look as I cracked up. “You’re always so nervous. Why would I fire you for a coffee?”, I chuckled, focusing on mine. “You can do that, in fact, anything. You can do anything,” he rolled his eyes as I glared at him. “Huh! What do you mean? I’m an unfair boss?”, I drew my eyebrows together. “I didn’t....say...that. Holy crap”, he hit on his head. “Don’t pull my leg again, please” I couldn’t help laughing at him forgetting everything ar
Alpha Fiama What a pleasant surprise!", Aren smirked at me. "Don't act like you didn't know this is my campus", I gritted my teeth, crossing my arms. "Smart! You're smart enough", he chuckled. "So, you got the idea that how much I want you" He stepped close to me as I took a few steps backwards. "Don't force me to smash your face right here, Aren" As I shot him a glare, his eyes turned grey, clenching his jaw. I kept looking straight into his eyes. "You're still the same. I think your mother never taught you how to have the qualities of a good Luna", he shrugged. "You don't know or you don't wanna accept? I'm not a Luna. I'm an Alpha. And that's your fucking problem", I pointed at him, her eyes remained steady on me. "There's nothing like Alpha female", he groaned. "In your dictionary", I didn't b
Alpha Fiama "I saw Alpha Aren in the college", Vienna told me while walking along the lawn of the campus. "So what?", I shrugged. I wasn't interested in talking about him anymore. "Well, I was just shocked. Did he know you are in this university?", we walked towards the classroom while talking. "He does. And I don't care", I frowned. "Oh!", she sighed. Vienna wasn't the kind of girl to dismiss the topic so soon. I held her arm and made her look at me. "What's the matter? Why are you suddenly asking about Aren?", I raised my eyebrows. She hesitated a bit to talk first then looked at me. "Actually, I overheard Aren talking to the Deen", she mumbled. "What were they talking about?", I frowned. "I couldn't hear much. But.... He was claiming you his fiance", as soon as she uttered that I felt a huge jerk inside me.
Alpha Fiama "Fiama!", Nora, one of my classmates jerked me as I came back to my senses. I was standing in the middle of the classroom, blocking the way. "I'm sorry", I muffled, stammering and shivering. "Are you okay?", she asked. "Yes", I gulped. "Fia!", Vienna held me from behind, her voice filled with concern. "Come with me" She took me to my seat and nuzzled my back. "I'm really sorry for reminding you of those things", she said. "I didn't mean to. And I promise I won't do that again" "Hmm", I rolled my eyes. Jay's seat was empty today. He never got late for classes. It had been my habit of seeing his adorable face in the morning which refreshed my soul and sanity. "Jay hasn't come yet?", I mumbled accidentally, looking at his seat. "Aha! Jay", Vienna said i
Alpha Fiama 'I'm his girlfriend' That single statement kept echoing in my head, making my whole body numb like ice. I couldn't utter a single word, my voice was lost. Even when I tried to speak I felt like something was stuck into my throat, stopping me to speak. She might have said something after that, but I didn't hear anything. His phone slid down from my hand to the bed as I took back steps. My legs wobbled to walk. Did I mishear her? No! She said she had been his girl. She said that. I was not wrong at all. My eyes burnt, releasing the vapour. The next moment, I just turned back and walked towards the door. "Who was that?", I heard Jay said from behind. However, I rushed out of the room without even looking at him for once. "Fiama! Are you going to the class?", he asked allowed when I was running along the corridor. Tears streamed down my eyes and I felt my legs weakening. My wolf was howling inside, angry and frustrated. B
Alpha Fiama "You surprise me, Fiama", leaving me in shock and distress he laughed aloud. "You're actually different than other she-wolves", he said. He was never gonna accept that I was an Alpha too. He was never gonna appreciate me with my rank. Just because of my gender, he had gotten the right to easily call me a she-wolf instead of an Alpha. I said nothing. "And that's what drives me even crazier to make you mine", he stepped towards me as I took my steps back. My heartbeats raised faster than any other time. His dark eyes were haunting me, even his actions. I wanted nothing but escaping from there. Anyhow. He grabbed my wrists and twisted them behind. I was letting him do that to see what more he had to show. I was numb when he yanked my hairs behind and whispered. "Get ready to be marked by me, my Luna" He slid his hand down, almost touching my breasts while his mouth was almost